standard lines.
Title: Standard Lines.
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Danneel, Jared/Sandy.
Words: 421
Summary: Jared fucks and Jensen loves.
Warning: AU, Angst, one sided j2.
Disclaimer: Not real, all fake. If you thnk it is I advise you to get your head checked.
A/N No beta because I'm lazy.
But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve...
I starve for you.
'Standard Lines' - Dashboard Confessional
http://www.sendspace.com/file/yqtgfr
It was never meant to mean anything. Just a way to pass the time, a way of relief.
It started out as a drunken kiss which lead to half assed attempts at hand jobs. They both woke up confused about the previous night’s activities but it didn't have anything to do with their hangovers.
A few weeks went by when they woke up in bed together, legs and arms entwined. Jared said it didn't mean anything, Jensen agreed. Besides them both had girlfriends they loved and were going to marry one day.
The next time they both went out, they were with the crew and a few others. They made a conscious effort not to get drunk but that didn't mean that they couldn't get high. So when the sun rose and light cascaded into the room, it was no surprise they were both naked and cuddled together.
It didn't take long for both men to be sick of pretending; pretending they weren't kissing or fucking so when Jared suggested that they embrace the idea of fucking each other when ever they felt like it, fuck buddies he said, Jensen didn't say yes but he didn't say no either.
So it became their thing, always drunk, high or both frantically fucking one another. Both ignored the need and just focused on the want, it lasted a few months. A few months of skin sliding against skin, filthy promises whispered into mouths, just hard, fast and messy fucking.
They both obviously enjoyed it so Jared didn't understand when Jensen told him no more. Told him he was sick of denying himself of what he wanted, what he deserved, what he needed. Jensen told him they were friends or nothing. Of course Jared said friends and that was that. It was like that part of their past, their history was forgotten.
It took a few weeks for Jensen to realize that he might as well have told Jared that they couldn't be friends anymore at least that way the pain would be quick, like pulling a band-aid off and not drawn out like he was slowly drowning. A few missed phone calls here, a few unanswered texts there, just the odd hello.
Jensen didn’t tell Jared that he and Danneel broke up or that his Mama broke her leg in a car accident. He didn't tell Jared the reason he ended their relationship was because he fell in love with the unattainable, with the guy that was now engaged to his long time girlfriend.
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jensen/Danneel, Jared/Sandy.
Words: 421
Summary: Jared fucks and Jensen loves.
Warning: AU, Angst, one sided j2.
Disclaimer: Not real, all fake. If you thnk it is I advise you to get your head checked.
A/N No beta because I'm lazy.
But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve...
I starve for you.
'Standard Lines' - Dashboard Confessional
http://www.sendspace.com/file/yqtgfr
It was never meant to mean anything. Just a way to pass the time, a way of relief.
It started out as a drunken kiss which lead to half assed attempts at hand jobs. They both woke up confused about the previous night’s activities but it didn't have anything to do with their hangovers.
A few weeks went by when they woke up in bed together, legs and arms entwined. Jared said it didn't mean anything, Jensen agreed. Besides them both had girlfriends they loved and were going to marry one day.
The next time they both went out, they were with the crew and a few others. They made a conscious effort not to get drunk but that didn't mean that they couldn't get high. So when the sun rose and light cascaded into the room, it was no surprise they were both naked and cuddled together.
It didn't take long for both men to be sick of pretending; pretending they weren't kissing or fucking so when Jared suggested that they embrace the idea of fucking each other when ever they felt like it, fuck buddies he said, Jensen didn't say yes but he didn't say no either.
So it became their thing, always drunk, high or both frantically fucking one another. Both ignored the need and just focused on the want, it lasted a few months. A few months of skin sliding against skin, filthy promises whispered into mouths, just hard, fast and messy fucking.
They both obviously enjoyed it so Jared didn't understand when Jensen told him no more. Told him he was sick of denying himself of what he wanted, what he deserved, what he needed. Jensen told him they were friends or nothing. Of course Jared said friends and that was that. It was like that part of their past, their history was forgotten.
It took a few weeks for Jensen to realize that he might as well have told Jared that they couldn't be friends anymore at least that way the pain would be quick, like pulling a band-aid off and not drawn out like he was slowly drowning. A few missed phone calls here, a few unanswered texts there, just the odd hello.
Jensen didn’t tell Jared that he and Danneel broke up or that his Mama broke her leg in a car accident. He didn't tell Jared the reason he ended their relationship was because he fell in love with the unattainable, with the guy that was now engaged to his long time girlfriend.