Springboard 11: Most interesting/memorable/horrible/etc experience with your partner/team/client.etc

May 25, 2008 00:40

Interesting and memorable is the same thing. For me it was joining this team. Working with NCIS has been a very new experience for me, one that I had not expected to affect me as it has. I had not expected things to change as much as they have in my time here. Not merely in the world, in what I do, but in how I look at things. I am not the same woman that came here looking for Ari.

I am changed, for better or worse, I am changed. That is not something that you forget easily, nor that leaves a less than lasting impression.

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A woman I respect has been killed. I have had to shoot my own brother. My time here in America, this trip, has changed so much of my life. Yet that day, watching Tony die, it was the most horrific moment of my time here. Not merely watching him die but the entire day.

I remember the way his car smelled, the scent of leather and metal and flesh. I remember every step I took, every movement of my body. I can’t get them out of my head. I don’t obsess but there are times, when I look at him, or sleep defies me, I remember what it was we nearly lost. What I nearly lost.

Now I am planning to return to Israel and now I will lose them all anyway. Perhaps, beyond it all, that is the most horrible thing I have endured with this team.

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muse: ziva david

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