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i suck at live journal
and i only update like once every 2 or 3 weeks haha.
oh well.
no one reads this
i pretty much only do it when i feel like i need to get stuff out.
these past couple of days have been awful.
my dads being a dick lately.i hate it. ever since hegot back from iraq hes different. i missthe old him. and if i do someting and try to explain my self he just yellsat me and doesnt let me explain anything and idek its gay
this weekend sucks i havent done anything. the game was fun i mostly hung out with carissa n we got burito express with everyone it was yummy.
after the game i didnt do anything i felt like shit cuz my tummyhurt.
today was the worst day. my dad woke me up at 8 and said that today is a cleaning day and i needed to clean my room before i did anything else. so i was like ok. and i went downstairs to get a drink before i started cleaning because i had just woken up and i was thirsty. he saw me and was like DID YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME? I SAID TO CLEAN YOUR ROOM BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE. and i was like sorry.. i need a drink i JUST woke up. and he was like THAT ISNT AN OPTION. I ASKED YOU IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND ME. OR ARE YOU JUST DILIBERATELY DISOBEYING ME? and i was like i understood you.. i just wanted some water n then i was going to clean my room right after that. n he was like SO YOU DISOBEYED ME. and i was like yea. i did.
n i got my drink then went upstairs.
see what i mean?who cares if i get a flippin drink. i kno he doesnt really care he just wants to always feel in control and be right about everything. well WHATEVER.
uhh but after i cleaned my room i cleaned the upstairs & downstairs bathroom, cleaned and repainted the pantry, dusted and vaccuumed, cleaned baseboards, and scrubbed freakin dog snot off the window.
i was pissed.
i worked for like 3 hours.
and all my sister had to do was clean her damn room then she got to take a nap.
LASJKLASD:LASJDLIUEROR9835sdvlxN ASJD
all this stress and anger is really starting to build up and if i dont get out of this house soon im going to explode.
and to make it better, the house goes up for sale on monday.
grand.
and i only update like once every 2 or 3 weeks haha.
oh well.
no one reads this
i pretty much only do it when i feel like i need to get stuff out.
these past couple of days have been awful.
my dads being a dick lately.i hate it. ever since hegot back from iraq hes different. i missthe old him. and if i do someting and try to explain my self he just yellsat me and doesnt let me explain anything and idek its gay
this weekend sucks i havent done anything. the game was fun i mostly hung out with carissa n we got burito express with everyone it was yummy.
after the game i didnt do anything i felt like shit cuz my tummyhurt.
today was the worst day. my dad woke me up at 8 and said that today is a cleaning day and i needed to clean my room before i did anything else. so i was like ok. and i went downstairs to get a drink before i started cleaning because i had just woken up and i was thirsty. he saw me and was like DID YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME? I SAID TO CLEAN YOUR ROOM BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE. and i was like sorry.. i need a drink i JUST woke up. and he was like THAT ISNT AN OPTION. I ASKED YOU IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND ME. OR ARE YOU JUST DILIBERATELY DISOBEYING ME? and i was like i understood you.. i just wanted some water n then i was going to clean my room right after that. n he was like SO YOU DISOBEYED ME. and i was like yea. i did.
n i got my drink then went upstairs.
see what i mean?who cares if i get a flippin drink. i kno he doesnt really care he just wants to always feel in control and be right about everything. well WHATEVER.
uhh but after i cleaned my room i cleaned the upstairs & downstairs bathroom, cleaned and repainted the pantry, dusted and vaccuumed, cleaned baseboards, and scrubbed freakin dog snot off the window.
i was pissed.
i worked for like 3 hours.
and all my sister had to do was clean her damn room then she got to take a nap.
LASJKLASD:LASJDLIUEROR9835sdvlxN ASJD
all this stress and anger is really starting to build up and if i dont get out of this house soon im going to explode.
and to make it better, the house goes up for sale on monday.
grand.