Aug 11, 2005 22:09
So these past days have been better. ive talked to my dad once! and he emailed me. im so excited! when we move to arkansas hes going to buy me a HORSE!!!!!!!i love horses so much. hes probably getting a paint horse. they are so pretty! lol. of course it wouldnt be MY horse id have to share it but hes buying it with me in mind i guess? haha! im so happy. thats a plus to moving.
anyways
monday morning my dad woke me up to say goodbye again before he left at like 5:30am. the hardest part was watching him walk away. he walked down the stairs and out the door in his uniform and its just not a happy sight :[ its like hes walking out of my life. not like he wants to. it just feels that way and its upsetting. hes coming back though. i know he is.after he left it was a painful realization that i wont see him again for about 6 months. hm. oh well. i guess ill get over it, im pretty use to the whole not seeing my dad for a long time. i went without him for 9 months. i guess 6 months should be a breeze. it was just so great having him here. really great infact. but hes gone again.. what can we do about it? nothing
tuesday i did liiike nothing all day. tuesday night i went to the neckbeards with bianca n catherine and we saw a bunch of bands play. hazy did great.
wednesday i did notthingg SO BORING!
todayy i chilled for a while. got ready then went n got my newww flute! ah its beauuutiful. ahaha. its open holed and the end joint is longer with an extra key. its silver plated and the head joint is solid silver. ahh its VERY nice.iLOVEit.anyways then i went to breannas n we chillled. we made 2 cakes and we were gunna stak them on eachother for a layer cake but it didnt exactly work out hahah. so we took one of the cakes and frosted it and wrote happy bday jason on it and decorated it with christmas sprinkles hahaha. then we took the cake to jasons house. chilled ther for like 5 min. with ppl then me breanna & my mom went to the gym to cancel our memberships , went to walmart for stuff, went to wendys to get me n breanna dinner then went to coldstone to get maegan ice cream. then came back to my house n ate n watched the hot chick. hahah. then chilled.then breanna left. it was a pretty cool day!
tomorrow im going to hendrix orientation with breanna n then tomorrow night is lindsays party soo were going to that with like everyone & it should be fun!
dude i totaly love how i never get comments on this thing. i know i dont post the link in my profile so idk who even reads it anymore. IF ANYONE?/ haha if you are reading this leave a comment. idc what it says just comment so i know whos reading this! Hehe thanksss :] :]