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todays probably been one of the worst days ive had in a LONG time.
the first part of my day i cant talk about on here.
but tonight was the worst. because of what happened earlier, my family was all grouchy and stuff. i kept arguing with my brother and my mom said i had a bad attitude n stuff. whatever.
my dads plane leaves at like 7 tomorrow morning n he has to be at the airport at 5:30 so my moms taking him to the airport then going to work. so we had to say goodbye tonight.
he came into my room at like 8:45. i knew it was time to say goodbye.. and i knew it was going to be so hard. i just hugged him and held on for as long as i could. we said some things to eachother. i dont remember. then he asked me if id like for him to send me some stuff from overseas. he always sends me tshirts and stuffed camels and pearl necklaces. i was like- no. jjust come home. ok? and he said he will. he will be home in about 5 months. if he doesnt come back, like if something happens.. i dont know what ill do. then i just started crying. he wiped the tears from my face and told me not to cry. that only made me cry more.
im really going to miss him.
iguess its time to go back to the way ive been living for the past 9 months.
the past 2 weeks with him home have been great. but its time for him to go..
the first part of my day i cant talk about on here.
but tonight was the worst. because of what happened earlier, my family was all grouchy and stuff. i kept arguing with my brother and my mom said i had a bad attitude n stuff. whatever.
my dads plane leaves at like 7 tomorrow morning n he has to be at the airport at 5:30 so my moms taking him to the airport then going to work. so we had to say goodbye tonight.
he came into my room at like 8:45. i knew it was time to say goodbye.. and i knew it was going to be so hard. i just hugged him and held on for as long as i could. we said some things to eachother. i dont remember. then he asked me if id like for him to send me some stuff from overseas. he always sends me tshirts and stuffed camels and pearl necklaces. i was like- no. jjust come home. ok? and he said he will. he will be home in about 5 months. if he doesnt come back, like if something happens.. i dont know what ill do. then i just started crying. he wiped the tears from my face and told me not to cry. that only made me cry more.
im really going to miss him.
iguess its time to go back to the way ive been living for the past 9 months.
the past 2 weeks with him home have been great. but its time for him to go..