I ain't no pitty whore.
So I've been hit by more bad news in the past month than in the past year.
The bad things began with the death of my ipod about a month ago, now it's a silly trivial event, for since then on a weekly basis the blows have just gotten progressively worse. I broke down and cried the other night after the most recent negative event, but today I've been feeling different, like, not upset anymore that bad things keep happening... Are the planets back in line? or have I finally turned cold and numb inside?
I'm sitting in the computer lab thinking..
blah blah blah blah
c'est la vie, right?
...Joe says that being hit with tons of bad things while halfway across the world ='s maturity. Well, I guess it forces it... But is this what maturity feels like?
Something inside me say's yes, but I really hope I'm wrong and just depressed and upset (more likely the case), or else we're in for a bumpy ride......
The bad things began with the death of my ipod about a month ago, now it's a silly trivial event, for since then on a weekly basis the blows have just gotten progressively worse. I broke down and cried the other night after the most recent negative event, but today I've been feeling different, like, not upset anymore that bad things keep happening... Are the planets back in line? or have I finally turned cold and numb inside?
I'm sitting in the computer lab thinking..
blah blah blah blah
c'est la vie, right?
...Joe says that being hit with tons of bad things while halfway across the world ='s maturity. Well, I guess it forces it... But is this what maturity feels like?
Something inside me say's yes, but I really hope I'm wrong and just depressed and upset (more likely the case), or else we're in for a bumpy ride......