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butterflies.
my stomach turns in knots and somehow finds the ability to do backflips as i walk to class, to the gym, to dinner. my heart flutters as fast as the wings of a hummingbird. i smile, often. i blush. i am intimidated, and intrigued, and mesmerized, and i haven't felt this way... ever. You are the most beautiful stranger i've ever passed, and i am drawn to you like a duckling to a pond. youve transformed me into an autmn leaf, floating in the wind for hours on end- defying gravity- incapable of touching the ground. dance with me above the earth as the wind carries us beyond the depths of our souls and into a place where it can be you and i and the sun and the stars and the breeze on our skin. laugh with me.
smile at me.
realize that i'm smiling at you.
we talk nearly every day- yet i am petrified to really talk to you. i would give anything to talk to you.
but this isn't neverland, and i'm not cinderella,
and i'll be giving up slowly, love.