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on days like today, i miss my father. there are certain things that i should have learned from him like every other girl gets from her dad. there are things i want to ask him. things i dont understand.
things that arent fair.

there are emotions i will never feel in my life. i will never know what it feels like to have him hold me. he will never feel a wet shirt against his skin from my tears.

i think i'll go visit him tomorrow, and tell him whats on my mind.