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I was doing pretty good all week, not really getting upset about anything and ive been handling everything pretty well. thats because things have been going pretty well. i got a job and thats good ...but today i got upset because i htought i got my car payment extended last month but i guess they fucked up so not i have a thousand dollars in car payments, 50 dollars in dental bills, 80 dollars for cable, 600 for rent , and hundreds of dollars on my girlfriends credit cards to pay all within the nect few weeks. i hate bills, i hate my life, i hate everything. holly and i have been fighting alot lately. it really sucks. cause iknow i love her so much and i could never ever leave her but its like so frustrating the way she acts sometimes it just drives me totally insane. ive been hanging out with todd and steph alot lately too i love them they are my two new favorite people. we love to just hang out and do nothing and its rare to find another couple like that that you can just double date and do nothing. theyre amazing people and they are so amazing together. they are so perfect for eachhother i hope they get married so we can go to thier wedding and see little todds and stephs running around. i reallly wish i could maryy holly without it being like a huge inconvenience. if i could i prolly would have asked her by now haha. i want a huge wedding too. and somehow i want to mix our eggs together and make babies ....they would be so damn cute ..one day! ...i was trying to think about who to vote for president?!?!? im so dumbfounded i dontknow who to vote for. i was thinking hilary clinton becuase she supports gays and thinks that gays should be able to share health benefits which i think is amazing ....but i also heard she was against abortion?!?? which i am also but i would never want to make it illegal thats just like making evolution go backwards. women would start getting illegal abortions in allley ways with coat hangers again ...and alot of people would die and who wants a president that makes more people die? not me...thats why im glad bush is outta the picture too! anyway i gotta go to bed ...goodnbight!