My Weekend...My Life...My future...
Last Night Raya and Holly and I hung out. We did something we havent done for a long time since we were younger. We just decided to because it was fun then and figured id be fun now. I realized that it is not fun anymore. I felt like I was dying last night. But all in all it was a fun night during the parts where I wasnt sick. I am having another garage sale today. I have some good stuff so im making some good money. Its kinda sad though to see my precious belongings go for such a low price. I sold my first electric guitar for $70. The price was fair but my sentimental value tells me it was worth so much more. But I dont use it anymore so it was good to get rid of it. I still have my acoustic however I will never get rid of that one. It's my baby. So basically my weekends havew been this way for a while ...struggling to make money so that I can pay my bills. I'm making it but im barely making it. I've gotten so stressed out recently that I cry and get upset. Its so frustrating to have no job and pay my bills when I should have never lost my job in the first place. But thats getting all taken care of , I have an appointment with a lawyer on Monday to go forth with my lawsuit against my former boss. Im so scared though... what if i end up having to go to court? that would suck to have to face him and repeat all those things hes said to me. I really hope he settles out of court. Anyway my life right now is super good besides all the money struggles and everything. Im in love with my girlfriend and I love my life and my friends. Now all I have to do is get a job that I love?!?!? That is going to be hard! I hate having jobs I feel like I could be so much more productive if I was doing something I enjoyed and loved doing. The only problem with that is that I have to go to college to finish educating myself on what I enjoy doing so that I can make a living of it. Anyways friends...talk to ya later.