Aug 12, 2008 11:40
moved back from New Jersey with claudia. Living at home again is a bit of a headache but I try to ignore my mom and step dad being assholes and just take the opportunity to hang out and have fun with my bro and sis. Its been great seeing all my friends again and meeting chloe askins has been the most awesome experience. I will be moving out again when I get my shit together probably downtown Hou. cannot fucking wait! Going from living in new york city and having anything and everything you wanted to being dicked around by your parents is a humbling experience to say the least. Everything is a battle with them, stories of the past are tweaked in order to entertain new ideas and beliefs about who they think you are now of course in a negative connotation. I dont do anything about it but just sigh and think well your a fucking idiot and a total bastard and then think of the peace and quiet I'll be able to finally go to again. Some times I think why is all this stupid fucking bullshit happen to me when Im so innocent and nice and I remember that shit just happens, when things dont go your way the more time you sit there feeling sorry and wondering how and why the more time you will continue sitting there going further into a hole. Like my parents for me and for themselves, I didnt get myself into the trouble they put me in but I stood by them the whole time and now its time to fuck off once and for all.