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So I did the fathers day thang. I went to my Bio-daddys house only to leave very sad/confused/upset.
While we were all having a nice moment....My father stepmother and their three children..Heather, (my stepmother) asked her 5 year old daughter to tell her big sister (me) what has been going on with mommy and daddy...
Brooke (my 5 year old sister) says
"Mommy and Daddy don't wear their wedding rings anymore because mommy doesn't love daddy and daddy has a girlfriend....
Heather says
"Oh but hunnie she's not a girlfriend. What do we call her?"
Brooke
"Oh yeah a misstress...."
Um coming from a 5 year old I almost wanted to puke.. Having my dad sit right there and heather as well I wanted to cry.. I am just so confused, and normally something like this would make me disgustingly happy, but I am really off beat right now..
I don't know I just expected my father to change...
He has been with this mystery woman for 2 years..
Heather just gave birth to a baby boy 3 months ago...
asshole.
cunt.
Right now I hate them both.
They have ruined these poor beautiful childrens lives.. I wish I could just save them from what those two did to me..
I decided not to go to Atlantic City..I kinda need to work to pay the rent next month..
im going to bed.
While we were all having a nice moment....My father stepmother and their three children..Heather, (my stepmother) asked her 5 year old daughter to tell her big sister (me) what has been going on with mommy and daddy...
Brooke (my 5 year old sister) says
"Mommy and Daddy don't wear their wedding rings anymore because mommy doesn't love daddy and daddy has a girlfriend....
Heather says
"Oh but hunnie she's not a girlfriend. What do we call her?"
Brooke
"Oh yeah a misstress...."
Um coming from a 5 year old I almost wanted to puke.. Having my dad sit right there and heather as well I wanted to cry.. I am just so confused, and normally something like this would make me disgustingly happy, but I am really off beat right now..
I don't know I just expected my father to change...
He has been with this mystery woman for 2 years..
Heather just gave birth to a baby boy 3 months ago...
asshole.
cunt.
Right now I hate them both.
They have ruined these poor beautiful childrens lives.. I wish I could just save them from what those two did to me..
I decided not to go to Atlantic City..I kinda need to work to pay the rent next month..
im going to bed.