some times in life you feel the fight is over....
WOW has it really been that long since i last updated? it seems like forever since i actually last signed on here. i had actually temperarly forgot that i even had a live journal. i feel so out of the loop on everything thats been going on in eveyones life. i also feel like ive mistakenlly cut everyone out of my life. just know that i never meant to do that. well a lot has been going on lately. the seniors just finished up their finals today at my schoool which means my new best friend isaac will no longer be a part of my eveyday week life. i'll still see him though cuz we go to the same church and we'll hang out on the weekends. but i know that i am going to really miss seeing him everyday. he gave me someone to talk to during my lunch period. since i had lunch with a bunch of freshmen and sophomores (long storie, bottom line: i never went to lunch i always hung out in the art room with isaac. ) well thats over now so i guess i'll have to sulk for a while and move on. other news i ran for senior class president. but truth be told i only did it cuz my mom wants me to. we vote tomorrow and i could care less if i win or nowt (and no im not just saying that so as to not get my hopes up i really mean it) school years almost over and as i was told today i am offically a senior as of 3 o'clock this afternoon. dont feel any different then when i woke up but i was told oi was s'pose to feel like i have more underclassmen looking up to me but whatever. mike graduates next friday, dont know if im gonna go though. i probably should since he is one of my 3 best friends and all. especailly since he's the one ive know the longest out of my best firends. and he would probably be mad if i didnt show up. but we've been fighting a lot lately . he doesnt understand why im sad about him graduating when i keep telling him that by his graduating it means he a step closer to leaving me. its like we're a married couple and we're not even dating. but some times he just acts sooo stupid and unaware of my feelings. you would think after all these years he would be able to figure me out but whatever. off subject but still something big in my life; i made the yearbook staff for next year. im the design editor. have this program to go to over the summer to get me and the other editors ready for next year. i have isaacs graduation to go to next thursday. this will probably be the second high school graduation that i got to, in my high school career, that has people gradutaing that i really care about (the first being my sister) i didnt really care about last years. there were a few people i went to see off but not many. if it wasnt for them i wouldnt have gone at all. that and the fact that it was trinity's last graduation. trying to get away from this house this weekend. people in it are causing my to go mad. planning on going to kenya's house tomorrow to spend the night there. then i have to meet people from school to work on my video final for religion on saturday from 12 to 2 then its time for a break with old friends at simone's lunch-in. and after that its back to my kenya's house hopefully to stay the night again.well i guess this was a pretty long entry. i think ive got everyone up todate with my life again. and hopefully it wont be as long before i post another entry.
until we meet again. You Know You Love Me!
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