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it's been a while... i guess a lot of it has to do with exhaustion but the rest would probably be from letting it all soak in... i've had a lot of health problems lately... but hopefully from now on i'll never end up back in the ER for a VERY long time. anyway....i think it's finally setting in that he's gonna stay with me no matter what.
i caused him to cry recently... i feel bad still about it... but as i see it, i feel like he's finally letting me see all his sides. not to mention lately via texts that he's said some of the sweetest most romantic things ever!! one the most recent that really for a split second took my breath away was when he told me that maybe we should just go ahead and get married b/c then he would be able to put me on his insurance. even tonight... he told me how he wants to put me on his life insurance as a beneficiary. wow!! i just... don't know what to say almost. i can't believe now that in just less then a month we'll have been together 18 months now. yet still every day is new and refreshing! even if i'm not really too tired when i'm in his arms i could fall asleep. it's just such a wonderful thing to enjoy. who'd have thought that i want to spend my life with someone i've known for so long...
well i'm really really becoming delirious so i think i'm gonna finally call it a night.
goodnight!
i caused him to cry recently... i feel bad still about it... but as i see it, i feel like he's finally letting me see all his sides. not to mention lately via texts that he's said some of the sweetest most romantic things ever!! one the most recent that really for a split second took my breath away was when he told me that maybe we should just go ahead and get married b/c then he would be able to put me on his insurance. even tonight... he told me how he wants to put me on his life insurance as a beneficiary. wow!! i just... don't know what to say almost. i can't believe now that in just less then a month we'll have been together 18 months now. yet still every day is new and refreshing! even if i'm not really too tired when i'm in his arms i could fall asleep. it's just such a wonderful thing to enjoy. who'd have thought that i want to spend my life with someone i've known for so long...
well i'm really really becoming delirious so i think i'm gonna finally call it a night.
goodnight!