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i really do think i've got the best guy i could've ever asked for. the fact that within the past 2 days he's been there for me through it all. the fact that tomorrow he's gonna stay up so he can get me to the dentist and back home. the fact that even his mom treats me like a little princess! i love how he was so willing to put my initial on my lab coat; how she beaded/sequined my halloween devil ears. that within a month she's been so supportive and caring about me. that tomorrow she's gonna set up the guest bedroom so that both arthur and i can sleep together in the same room! not to mention about how she's asked what could possibly come from our relationship in the long run. i really do feel like a part of their family for the most part-- his dad is still pretty intimidating-- and i really do feel like their house is my second home. i feel safe there.
i'm sort of scared of what he could be up to for my birthday and/or christmas. hopefully he won't spend much at all!!! he doesn't have to buy me love. he never has to buy me anything to prove that he loves me. i really do hope that within the next couple of years or so he'll surprise me with the one thing i want the most in our relationship.
it's kinda sad that he kinda knows what i would kinda want. what colors i have set as well as what time of the year. he's the best thing i could've ever asked for!!!
i'm sort of scared of what he could be up to for my birthday and/or christmas. hopefully he won't spend much at all!!! he doesn't have to buy me love. he never has to buy me anything to prove that he loves me. i really do hope that within the next couple of years or so he'll surprise me with the one thing i want the most in our relationship.
it's kinda sad that he kinda knows what i would kinda want. what colors i have set as well as what time of the year. he's the best thing i could've ever asked for!!!