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Just got off the phone with the ex... over an hour conversation that started well, but suddenly went downhill towards the middle.
She has been drinking and take some painkillers, but she says thats not why she was being like she was... and instead says it was fine for us to be "sexual" when shes been drinking, but not talk? (which i didnt mean to come off like that)
In any case, she said she was feeling an evil vibe from me. It started out friendly, but it seemed to "turn off" and become evil towards her, like I was angry towards her.
I told her it was more because I didn't know where things were going or would go and was afraid to do too much or not enough. I'm not angry with her anymore, I was when we broke up because it was "unknown" to me what happened and made me upset.
She told me some stuff tonight as to why things weren't going well for us before, and I agreed and told her I wish she would've told me instead of just letting it go, because of the kind of person she is.
She also said I acted like a "Player", even though I don't think I have that kind of bone in my body and really can't correlate how she even sees things like that.
She said maybe we'd talk tomorrow, because she asked earlier if I was taking her out to dinner (which I wasn't sure since she asked before I could plan it or decide not to)... I doubt we will and I'm probably just going to take a few days of space for myself to figure this out.
Maybe its a sign that things aren't meant to be and that I should forget her...
She has been drinking and take some painkillers, but she says thats not why she was being like she was... and instead says it was fine for us to be "sexual" when shes been drinking, but not talk? (which i didnt mean to come off like that)
In any case, she said she was feeling an evil vibe from me. It started out friendly, but it seemed to "turn off" and become evil towards her, like I was angry towards her.
I told her it was more because I didn't know where things were going or would go and was afraid to do too much or not enough. I'm not angry with her anymore, I was when we broke up because it was "unknown" to me what happened and made me upset.
She told me some stuff tonight as to why things weren't going well for us before, and I agreed and told her I wish she would've told me instead of just letting it go, because of the kind of person she is.
She also said I acted like a "Player", even though I don't think I have that kind of bone in my body and really can't correlate how she even sees things like that.
She said maybe we'd talk tomorrow, because she asked earlier if I was taking her out to dinner (which I wasn't sure since she asked before I could plan it or decide not to)... I doubt we will and I'm probably just going to take a few days of space for myself to figure this out.
Maybe its a sign that things aren't meant to be and that I should forget her...