Doctor's appointment
So I had to make a bleepin' doctors appointment today. It's for next Tuesday at 3:30 p.m. which means I'll have to leave work at 2:30 in order to get there on time. That's 3 hours of work I'll miss. Just damn! Like I can afford that right now. Not to mention that since I'm working- I'll most likely have to pay for the visit.
As it is I've got someone who called me this morning about the mmmmm hospital bill that I'll probably never be able to pay off.
Anyway- I have to go see the doctor before I can get a refill on my bp medicine. :(
Maybe I should just stop taking it anyway and die. I can't afford to live anyway. Not too many of us can afford to live nowadays.
Can't afford to eat, can't afford to drive, can't afford to work, can't afford not to work, can't afford much of anything.
So anyway- I'm tired. Work is well.... I don't know. I am wondering if it's going to be something I'm going to want to continue doing. Especially when I have to make calls and talk to people about their credit cards and verify if their info is correct,etc. And all those different screens I have to look at and codes, etc. I'll have to type in. I just don't know.
I need the work but ....
Well I want to take a shower and get ready for work tomorrow.
As it is I've got someone who called me this morning about the mmmmm hospital bill that I'll probably never be able to pay off.
Anyway- I have to go see the doctor before I can get a refill on my bp medicine. :(
Maybe I should just stop taking it anyway and die. I can't afford to live anyway. Not too many of us can afford to live nowadays.
Can't afford to eat, can't afford to drive, can't afford to work, can't afford not to work, can't afford much of anything.
So anyway- I'm tired. Work is well.... I don't know. I am wondering if it's going to be something I'm going to want to continue doing. Especially when I have to make calls and talk to people about their credit cards and verify if their info is correct,etc. And all those different screens I have to look at and codes, etc. I'll have to type in. I just don't know.
I need the work but ....
Well I want to take a shower and get ready for work tomorrow.