shittiness
well, today sucked. should i vent or just not say anything? i think i'll vent. first of all, friends don't call eachother bitches more than 5 times per note. thats rediculous. in fact, i now have a really strong disliking of the word bitch. its so overused and meaningless. if youre being mean, youre called a bitch. if youre being a slut, youre called a bitch. people call their dogs bitches. if youre greeted by someone, its 'hey bitch whats up'. -_- get a new name. be original. besides if your boyfriend is so unique and anti everything unoriginal, shouldnt you be able to use some lame off-beat word he made up to use against me? i mean really, wouldnt it make a little more sense? if im the bad guy here, then what does that make you? i didnt mention bowling to make it sound like i want you ever so badly to be charitable and hang out with me, i said it to make a point that i still thought of you and wouldve invited you, because thats just what friends do. it also adds to something else. i'm getting tired of doing something and telling you about it, and then a few days later hearing from you just how nifty it is, and then you take it up as your new hobby too. that sounds selfish doesnt it? too bad. if youre cool with your boyfriend being an ass and calling brandon a bitch as well as myself, when brandon had nothing to do with any of it, then ya know what, you guys go be soulmates and leave me out of your plans. oh wait! you already do :) and yes i want my shoes back. if you need your boyfriend to call me and leave me a voicemessage saying 'we have your shoes.. so uh.. if you want them back you should call so we can drop them off,' why are we friends? if you already know theres tension then why bother picking me up in the mornings? just out of curiosity, why do you feel the need to fail to mention youre picking your boyfriend up first then coming to get me? do you think itd piss me off? if you do then youre right, but that doesnt really matter because im way over it. afterall, he is your boyfriend and you guys do go everywhere together, so its perfectly natural to do that. and ya know, that basket your aunt made for me, i still havent received it. you've probably already used something anyway so dont bother, just like you didnt bother mentioning that it came in the mail. :) its really just fine. yes.. hmm.. just fucking fine. :)
you also still have a cd i put in your car on friday. the other cds that i just kind of let you adopt are probably scratched beyond repair.. so i suppose you can keep those too, unless theyve already been thrown away since theyre useless. if youre going to call me a 'bitch' again, at least now you have a reason this time. i mean fuck, i might as well be as 'bitchy' as i possibly can so i can at least live up to it since you called me one quite a number of times. oh, and calling my parents lame because 'they wont let [me] go to peoples houses', what the hell did that have to do with anything? number one, why would you ever think i would go to someone elses house (im assuming you were meaning.. who.. david?), number two, the only time they dont let me is when its brandons house, and his dad is the same way as my parents so it really doesnt matter. three, saying that had nothing to do with our 'argument' so its completely irrelevent. and while im being a 'bitch', if you want to use a history book, bring your own damn book for once. the one you grab from the locker everyday- that one is mine. it also has my shit in it, which is needed for the notebook check coming up. now see if i wanted to be a real 'bitch' i could even go as far as saying that im the one who waited in line for the locker, therefore its kinda mine. hm. im on a roll. lets see what else can i go off about.. how about the fact that youve spent the night a total of ONE time at my house. um yeah, if you dont want to come over here, then why should i go to your house? it smells of cats and thai food. hows jim doing? does david know that you profess your love to him? i wonder. im so glad you have new girl friends like melissa and emily.. it made me feel so great to hear that you guys are bonding and hanging out, really it did. feel free to go on and on about these people when i have no idea who they are, and obviously you have no intention of letting me meet them. gee, maybe you can like go get drunk with them and david and you can all be grungy hippies together. maybe ryan will give you guys money for weed too! oh but you wont need ryan to do that, because david never buys it, he just has friends hook him up. sounds fabulous. if it was never okay for aaron to drink or smoke, why is it just fine for david to? is it because he doesnt lie? i suppose lying is more damaging than getting wasted. but ya know, if you drink this much water and drink, its so not causing brain damage. i mean hello, teenagers are already totally developed and know everything, duh! so i guess youre right, brandon and i really arent interested in going anywhere or doing anything with you guys. im glad we've never been invited.
you also still have a cd i put in your car on friday. the other cds that i just kind of let you adopt are probably scratched beyond repair.. so i suppose you can keep those too, unless theyve already been thrown away since theyre useless. if youre going to call me a 'bitch' again, at least now you have a reason this time. i mean fuck, i might as well be as 'bitchy' as i possibly can so i can at least live up to it since you called me one quite a number of times. oh, and calling my parents lame because 'they wont let [me] go to peoples houses', what the hell did that have to do with anything? number one, why would you ever think i would go to someone elses house (im assuming you were meaning.. who.. david?), number two, the only time they dont let me is when its brandons house, and his dad is the same way as my parents so it really doesnt matter. three, saying that had nothing to do with our 'argument' so its completely irrelevent. and while im being a 'bitch', if you want to use a history book, bring your own damn book for once. the one you grab from the locker everyday- that one is mine. it also has my shit in it, which is needed for the notebook check coming up. now see if i wanted to be a real 'bitch' i could even go as far as saying that im the one who waited in line for the locker, therefore its kinda mine. hm. im on a roll. lets see what else can i go off about.. how about the fact that youve spent the night a total of ONE time at my house. um yeah, if you dont want to come over here, then why should i go to your house? it smells of cats and thai food. hows jim doing? does david know that you profess your love to him? i wonder. im so glad you have new girl friends like melissa and emily.. it made me feel so great to hear that you guys are bonding and hanging out, really it did. feel free to go on and on about these people when i have no idea who they are, and obviously you have no intention of letting me meet them. gee, maybe you can like go get drunk with them and david and you can all be grungy hippies together. maybe ryan will give you guys money for weed too! oh but you wont need ryan to do that, because david never buys it, he just has friends hook him up. sounds fabulous. if it was never okay for aaron to drink or smoke, why is it just fine for david to? is it because he doesnt lie? i suppose lying is more damaging than getting wasted. but ya know, if you drink this much water and drink, its so not causing brain damage. i mean hello, teenagers are already totally developed and know everything, duh! so i guess youre right, brandon and i really arent interested in going anywhere or doing anything with you guys. im glad we've never been invited.