"Sorry to be a pain"
I just got a work email that started with that sentence.
If he was really sorry...... Oh like it makes any difference. I'm going to do it anyway.
I just spent some time looking through different LJ communities trying to find one where I might fit in. How can I catergorise my feelings? Maybe if I found a community called "my entire world is going to hell around me and I wish I were anywhere (anywhereanywhereanywhere) else".
I might just not bother with the community thing. I mean, my whole problem is people, so why would I want to be a part of a group of them? If only it were just me and God. I actually prayed the other night that God would just stick me in a little hut somewhere with no one around and no responsibility. Just a Bible, a copy of "The Lost Art of Practicing His Presence" by James Goll and some sort of magical, self cleaning Starbucks machine.
Maybe a Starbucks fountain! Would that work? Seeing as we're talking hot beverages?
So in conclusion, the reason I'm not in any of your communities is because I don't really want to know any of you and I'm confident I wouldn't enjoy your company.
Grace.