technically
oh yes, youre right. now hit yourself for it.
hmm.. ive been left wiht options A or C
i dont know. give me five minutes alone wiht the boy and maybe "finally." but, dont leave me a lone. becuase ill miss you too much. and then the boy wont be there anymore.
im having hell wiht this show. im havign hell just dealing wiht the stupid people surrounding this show. just a couple. im actually fine wiht everyone for the most part, im good wiht foxy etc. just others. im good with brett. everyone else doesnt phase me. im only pissed off about the way productions been managed basically, about that and the low moral. im telling you gusy tho the show looks great youre acting is wonderful its really an entertaining show. i just never fucking want to deal with certain poeple being in charge and full of hot air ever again, it gets relaly annoying dealing wiht the producer on a personal level on a daily basis, shes never out of my face. its enough faking. but relaly the show is coming together well. it will be an awesome thing to see. and im really amazingly proud of everyone for pullin this otgether wihtout non-student help. you all really came through wiht fundraising, and set construction, this is a great achievment for us. im sory i havent fully taken care of what everyone has told me was my part,m i thought this part was taken away form me, but of course at the last minute im relied on to come through for someone who doesnt think before they delegate. oh well.
cast: you are doing awesome! pull this off!
andrew: im sorry for the misunderstandings, thank you for the patience, im trying to work it out
hmhm what else.
god i wish this boy was here . i really want him to be here. its too much wanting him to be here again. too much not to know. boyo, do something please. for christ's sake do something. fucking hold onto me. hold onto me one second longer so i just fuckin know anything. i cant wait again.
too weird.
hmm anybody else? any takers?
damn
yeah
i listened to eli's lament. god i love that kid. devvy is supposed to be home tonighjt. wiht any luck i will be reunited wiht the band tomorrow afternoon and i will be so happy to have something that makes me happy to work on.
scott reifman called me back. somebody come to the roxy with me, he says hes got some good shows lined up.
lara is leaving friday or saturday
to do before lara leaves:
love her more than life itself
satisfy her need to know
satisfy my need to know
chill wiht ashley also
whatch a lot of wolf's rain
hookah
be sad
finish this show
to do after lara leaves:
jesus fucking christ i need a cigarette :( ugh bad bad bad.. but oh god. just one. i mean. even cosmo quit. and i am in such huge need.
also to do later:
find somebody to make out wiht a lot
sounds good
i need a good concert
i need some band practice
i need a few good nights on the town
some sleep
some love
ill be good as new
i cant belive finals, sats, and ap exams are coming up. i dont like the concept of a new year. im so royally in store for being raped its not even funny.quit school. oy
ive decided im going to have to double major in business managaement, music industry studies, and minor in communications if i want to make any money in the business
can we say FUCK. my life will be over when it starts. fucking music bloody hell. im gonna listen to eli's lament read walden of death do spanish hw for fels the despised and then cry myself to sleep for loving the futureheads.
hmm.. ive been left wiht options A or C
i dont know. give me five minutes alone wiht the boy and maybe "finally." but, dont leave me a lone. becuase ill miss you too much. and then the boy wont be there anymore.
im having hell wiht this show. im havign hell just dealing wiht the stupid people surrounding this show. just a couple. im actually fine wiht everyone for the most part, im good wiht foxy etc. just others. im good with brett. everyone else doesnt phase me. im only pissed off about the way productions been managed basically, about that and the low moral. im telling you gusy tho the show looks great youre acting is wonderful its really an entertaining show. i just never fucking want to deal with certain poeple being in charge and full of hot air ever again, it gets relaly annoying dealing wiht the producer on a personal level on a daily basis, shes never out of my face. its enough faking. but relaly the show is coming together well. it will be an awesome thing to see. and im really amazingly proud of everyone for pullin this otgether wihtout non-student help. you all really came through wiht fundraising, and set construction, this is a great achievment for us. im sory i havent fully taken care of what everyone has told me was my part,m i thought this part was taken away form me, but of course at the last minute im relied on to come through for someone who doesnt think before they delegate. oh well.
cast: you are doing awesome! pull this off!
andrew: im sorry for the misunderstandings, thank you for the patience, im trying to work it out
hmhm what else.
god i wish this boy was here . i really want him to be here. its too much wanting him to be here again. too much not to know. boyo, do something please. for christ's sake do something. fucking hold onto me. hold onto me one second longer so i just fuckin know anything. i cant wait again.
too weird.
hmm anybody else? any takers?
damn
yeah
i listened to eli's lament. god i love that kid. devvy is supposed to be home tonighjt. wiht any luck i will be reunited wiht the band tomorrow afternoon and i will be so happy to have something that makes me happy to work on.
scott reifman called me back. somebody come to the roxy with me, he says hes got some good shows lined up.
lara is leaving friday or saturday
to do before lara leaves:
love her more than life itself
satisfy her need to know
satisfy my need to know
chill wiht ashley also
whatch a lot of wolf's rain
hookah
be sad
finish this show
to do after lara leaves:
jesus fucking christ i need a cigarette :( ugh bad bad bad.. but oh god. just one. i mean. even cosmo quit. and i am in such huge need.
also to do later:
find somebody to make out wiht a lot
sounds good
i need a good concert
i need some band practice
i need a few good nights on the town
some sleep
some love
ill be good as new
i cant belive finals, sats, and ap exams are coming up. i dont like the concept of a new year. im so royally in store for being raped its not even funny.quit school. oy
ive decided im going to have to double major in business managaement, music industry studies, and minor in communications if i want to make any money in the business
can we say FUCK. my life will be over when it starts. fucking music bloody hell. im gonna listen to eli's lament read walden of death do spanish hw for fels the despised and then cry myself to sleep for loving the futureheads.