tells us we should be upset

Jan 09, 2005 15:37

failed my driving test

talent show.. cool.. thanks for your cash

friday night.. grand... lara picked me up from school.. we ambushed cosmo and stole him from his sleep induced stupor and went to the crazy chicken. made salt statues.. then.. stole.. some salt..ahem, after that for about an hour or so we went canyon driving in the dark while it rained and tried to hide in the clouds. saw cosmo's mommy, ambrose's condomn, and cosmo's driver's license.. got a call from ashley. waited for her in lara's car for 20 minutes and had fun parking. met up wiht her, went in.. talked to marlene. drive out to the flooded valley to see a man about some hookah. god they love us there, they take such good care of us. uhm.. so saw everyone in the world.. amir, dave, kyle, tich, etc.... INLUDING THE FIRST BOY I EVER HAD A CRUSH ON. CRAZY. i was too scared to talk to him cus i thought he wouldnt rmember me so i would just randomly yell robert and see if it was him.. haha.. what am i gonna do when lara leaves on friday. rawr. ran under some storm drains.. oh wait.. that was just me.. used cosmo as a towel.. ran around sopping wet for a bit, almots got ran over by alex p. crazy girl.. then went to white trash denny's and assaulted our waiter jeremy.. poor guy..split a club and oreo sundae wiht cosmo.. sooo goooood... ashley finished it off and squeaked and cried a lot.. drove home.. fell asleep in back in cosmo's kangaroo puch.. got home.. went inside.. fell asleep. got upstairs.. called lara and said.. hang on.. how did i get home.. then went to bed and woke up on saturday.

went to work on crew. rain. converse. fuck. why.

lara picked me up again. rented: saved, princess diaries 2, and harry potter 3.. if anyone wnats to watch any of these please do..

uhm went home, had hell from my parents, the world ended and we all died. no, i wish. hell from my parents. sat alone in my room in the dark with the window open so i could feel the rain.. screamed for a while. called cosmo, not alive at 2 in the a.m.. and then called casey and cried and then discussed things. and then talked about lips until phone cut out at 3...

in the morning.. i woke up on today, sunday. and its still raining.. even since then.. picked up the phone and receieved a text message from cosmo this morning.. it is a big long penis.. that is all. cosmo gets love for that.

dad gone. we both missed him. he left in stealth for some reason. fucked up.
and now am alone. like i asked for.

so much hw.. im not doing.. im seriously fucked. i wish school was over so i could lay down and surrender myself.

oh well. at least. now dad is gone and i can get away wiht things again.

you know what i want to do. i want to grab one person and a sleeping bag and a beach umbrella and go sleep in the rain. like for 3 days. until we just float away somewhere. somewhere with a soundtrack.
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