Oct 10, 2003 00:42
no nic for me. no love now. i feel sad. just called the boy from tassie. living for a past love with hesitations for future ones is what i have been doing.
hes my real love, the first one. i plan to go back to australia to see him. will i ever go? who knows. he wont give me astraight answer. and i am afraid to be blunt with him about it.
we'll see. my life a whirlwind of nonsense. i keep working. but for what. i need people. someone ahhh. SAVE ME>