no books for me

Oct 09, 2003 23:53

yea, about me taking back my comment about all boys NOT being doubags, I take that back. I now revert to my first statment...all the guys down here are douchebags. full stop. that guys mike, never called me back. got one call apologizing for not calling...saying oohh well hang out ill call you when i get back from florida yadda yadda. no call. go figure. jeanette, dont wait for these things. youre being retarted. how does it feel? get a taste of your own medicine. how do you think its feels to not get called back.. to get put to the back burner so to speak etc. oh well. but i did have an awesome dream with that kid in it. i do try and call him though. i think he either broke his phone, turned it off for a week or purposely doesnt answer when i call. but then why call apologizing for not calling and talk to me for like a half hour. what the hell...
So i went to trivia night as usual..thursday nights..very uneventful. but i so get to talk about what i am doing for my thesis project because all marine biology and MES grad students go there. thats makes it sort of productive wasted time.
charleston is nearly driving me nuts. i have yet to really connect with anyone here. i dont have that much time to make a whole lotta friends but i think i would have time to make a couple really goods friends here. thing is that most of the people around me are already involved with someone, being that they moved here with someone or they are already involved with someone or a group thing. making a real good friend here is proving to be quite the challenge. not to say that the people around me arent worth while, they just arent interested in any sort of in depth relationship. but maybbe i dont seem like i want one either. who knows.
school is pretty touch and i work 20 hours a week. i am alwasy busy. but as soon as i am done with my work i am bored. i dont know how to relax. realxing to me is getting fucked up. i havbe two sides to my life.

with that good night
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