sitting in the office

[by_my_fae]

As i sit here at work on New Years Eve, it dawns on me all that I have really been through and have acomplished in a short time this year. It also dawns on me that while I sit here my boss, who really isn't worried about his practice is off to Rocky Point and I won't get Paid for the three hours I've been here, just the two, unless my last client decides not to show up then i'll only get paid for the one. It must be nice to have mommy backing your business so you can run off and play. Granted I've known I've needed a second job or a new job altogether. But I keep hoping that he's going to change. Maybe i'm just too damn comfy here and that in itself is a problem.

OH well, my client is now late go figure of course he's always late. I wonder if he's even going to bother showing up or if he even knows that i'm that i'm the only one here today, this isn't the first time the doctor has done this without telling his patients. Oh well I kinda like the silence. I don't have to fret and worry if i'm doing something wrong today. Of course I'm like that in all aspects of my life, worrying that i'm going to screw up and lose something what seems to be so vital at that particular point in time.

I sent the last of my paper work off today for my license, I should have done it months ago but the damn thing kept slipping my mind. So maybe soon I'll start thinking of working for someone else. I like my job really I do but I can barely afford to work here. I now owe my mom money for bailing me out on an expensive brake job... Gotta love life...

Oh goody he showed up!