karma
Yeah i havent been able to sleep for two weeks and now... well yeah now really sucks. I hate this, it's my fault i know it is. Things always start to look up, like i think i can see the light of day turns out to always be another train. you'd think i'd learn to get off the damn tracks at this point but hey it's the price you gotta pay to make your own way I guess. I'm tired of asking for help but looks like i'm gonna have to do it again. I'm truly trying to be more independant, and i have no idea what I did karma wise to deserve all this bullshit but I'm hoping that it stops.