Dec 03, 2004 14:54
I don't know what's going ok... Billy keeps saying I'm annoying and he was always saying that he broke up with Annie because she got annoying but he says he loves me. I'm sure he said that to her too though. I don't know what to do. I mean, I really do love him, he means the world to me. And it's not like I'd ever cheat on him... ever... and if you knew me really well, then you'd know that's a freakin shock! I just want to be with him forever. But it seems so impossible. He's the second person I've wanted a life with more than anything who didn't really want me. Sometimes it seems like he loves me, but then again... I don't know. Well I'm out...