more realization
it was SO hard to say goodbye to amanda before she left...but shes coming home the 24th!! and i'm sooo happy i get to see her again before i leave...
and in perfect timing as the other one, Pat, leaves. ... i don't think i can describe how much i love him and how much i'm going to miss him. it always happens like this. i just keep thinking about the next time i get to see him and how extremely amazing my heart will feel.
i hope the city and school will keep me from missing them too much. lol. i think i will be plenty busy..but..i miss amanda...and...with only one more pat/kara fest.. i get emotional too easily.
i haven't even thought about sayin bye to my parents and my bro yet....that....is gonna be a real challenge. i HATE getting emotional in front of them and it's gonna happen. i better just suck it up. I'm going to miss my brother so much. We've had a lot of time together this summer...and i remember how hard it was for me to let him go for the first time a couple years ago...but i got to see him A LOT because of how close UF is. He came home all the time when i missed him. This time..i will see them at Thanksgiving. ...i have to stay focused in nyc and not let this longing for people get to me. I can't let being homesick take over. i think i will be fine soon. but it's difficult to think about it now.
...well i'm off to pack some more.
i'm really excited through all that though!! haha!
-Kara*
and in perfect timing as the other one, Pat, leaves. ... i don't think i can describe how much i love him and how much i'm going to miss him. it always happens like this. i just keep thinking about the next time i get to see him and how extremely amazing my heart will feel.
i hope the city and school will keep me from missing them too much. lol. i think i will be plenty busy..but..i miss amanda...and...with only one more pat/kara fest.. i get emotional too easily.
i haven't even thought about sayin bye to my parents and my bro yet....that....is gonna be a real challenge. i HATE getting emotional in front of them and it's gonna happen. i better just suck it up. I'm going to miss my brother so much. We've had a lot of time together this summer...and i remember how hard it was for me to let him go for the first time a couple years ago...but i got to see him A LOT because of how close UF is. He came home all the time when i missed him. This time..i will see them at Thanksgiving. ...i have to stay focused in nyc and not let this longing for people get to me. I can't let being homesick take over. i think i will be fine soon. but it's difficult to think about it now.
...well i'm off to pack some more.
i'm really excited through all that though!! haha!
-Kara*