My sh!tty saturday

Jun 04, 2005 23:19

soo all week i was pumped for saturday bc leo was having his b-day party and he was gonna bring me and i could hang out with the WHOLE crew like the old days and the last time i did that was last year around this time (right after bri's party) but since my dad is a miserable ass he has to make sure i'm as miserable as him and the sad thing is it worked. i couldn't go and i couldn't do ne thing tonight although i snuck out for a bit and found kenz and kim around town but quickly had to leave bc the ass had to follow me omg i honestly can not stand my parents i'm so f-ing fed up with them that every day i dream and am so tempted to pack all my shit and just leave bc i can't handle them ne more

leo tried so hard to help me tonight and it prolly only made things worst btw him and my dad but he did stick up for me and i don't care what ne one says he's the best brother ne one could ever ask for he really is and it bothers me when people say stupid shit about bc he's always there for me and he'll always be here. He's one of my best friends and i dunno what i'm gonna do when he leaves in august he's the only one that sticks up for me and helps me escape this madness. he is incrediable today he gave me such a big hug and even let me cry on his shoulder honestly no matter what ne one says he's amazing and i'm so scared for august to come and than he'll be gone

we're so close i consider him one of my best friends i can tell him ne thing and he's always there. I do love him and tomorrow (june 5) is his b-day and he's turning 20 and i really wish there was something special i could do for him but i have no money so i dunno

i love ya Leo <333333333333333 ur everything and more that a brother should be
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