new friend
okay so I made a new friend thats actually a female. Her name is Courtney, so far she has been cool.... except the night she stole my mascara after I said she could use it... NOT TAKE IT WITH HER. I had to call her and ask for it. Okay so I am sensing a klepto but maybe not... I will give her time to steal more shit. Anyway, she seems nice so far. I just realized today that I have to start paying back my ACU loans, which really really sucks. I hate ACU, they are now making it absolutely impossible for me to go to school. How much do I have to pay back? $14,000. Yeah. so payments on these loans with various interest rates, is going to fuck me in the ass. Its so depressing. But I might be gatting a job as a postal carrier, and making $18/hr. I did really good on the postal test and have a good chance of getting hired. So that maybe my solution but if I don't... I am going to be so poor, you have no idea if I want to go to school. Anyway, everything great with B and I although we hardly ever see each other. We no longer even have a sex life. I so need a vacation. Since I am not going to even try to go to school this summer, I can maybe go on a trip. I need one. I can't even imagine if I acually went to school there for another year. I should have never went there in the first place, I should have said screw you mom and dad, I am going to some cheap ass school somewhere else. Everything just keeps getting worse. Oh well, thats life.