WHOA!
OKay so I haven't written in forever, so this is going to be like be one hell of a long entry but I will just cover the exciting points in my life, yes it too this long to accumulate many exciting points. B and I are much better. I really think when we fight it actually brings us closer together. To tell you the truth, the couples that don't fight are in trouble because fighting gets your indifferences out so can bond with one another. Anyway, we are always closer than ever after we fight. This past fight was about him lashing out everytime I try to express my feelings on something. I don't even get angry, I try to discuss it with him and he blows up. Well it was about him fixing my car. He fixes his friend's cars in a matter of days, my car goes broken for like two weeks. He says its because his friends pay him and he is doing mine for free. We got into an arguement. Then he lashed out and said he was never going to work on my car again. SO IMMATURE. Anyway, I let it sit for day and then the next, I talked to him saying I don't see how we can make our relationship work if he is always- "my way or the highway" all the time and making every discussion into a war. We talked it out and my car was fixed by the next day. I am learning how to deal with him, its almost motherly way, like I am his mom understanding he is stubborn and make him see as if he were a child. Sad but true. Anyway, here lately Eric, me and Lavone have been haning out together, the three of us. We go to Buffalo WIld Wings and get drunk together, go to parties together, have scary movie night together. B comes every once in awhile but he is always busy, you know him. I have my own little guy group... but thats not much fun.. I mean I crave female bonding alot... but we have fun. OKay so now for the drama in my life. This past weekend, B and I went to this party of his friends and it was way out in the country and had 7 kegs and a shitload of people. It was crazy, there was this bonfire and a house ful of people and then there was people outside near the bonfire and there were x-mas lights strewn everywhere. It was badass. I saw alot of people I knew there. Anyway, there was this guy, Hootz there. (His last name) He used to always chase after April and later chased after Mandy. Anyway, I said Hi and introduced him to B. Well later when i was super drunk, mostly because this guy there shared his CM (Captain Morgan) with me, drinking it straight. So I was trashed and so was B and we were having fun but we weren't always by each other's side the entire time. Well I was looking for B and saw Hootz. So I went over to talk. And when I did, He put his arm around me and said to his friends, I have had a crush on this girl for a year or so now and now she has a boyfriend. I was confused but laughed it off, I think- don't remember. Anyway, I was leaving and he was like- no wait, give me a kiss on the cheek. I was like- no, my boyfriend will freak. And he was like- I saw your boyfriend inside the house, he won't care, its just on the cheek. So I said okay but when I did, he turned his head and got the side of my mouth. I hit him and he laughed and so did his friends. I was like- "Hootz!!" And right at that moment, one of B's friends walked by and said- thats fucked up. I was like- oh shit. So I ran over there and was like- I didn't mean to do that, he turned his head. But he was still like- thats still fucked up. Like a huge wave of guilt came over me. He said he wouldn't tell him but I was still upset. Anywa the cops came- I ahve no idea how thery found the place but they did. So B ran over to me and led me throught he woods back to the car and told me to lay down int he back seat. Anyway, we ended up leaving about like 15 minutes later. In the car ont he way back, he was just talking about the police, didn't know about my little incident. But I felt so bad so I told him. Of course he flipped and brought up the whole butt grabbing thing but I said my incident was unintentional though. We fought about it hard core until we got his friends house where he was having an after party. I started crying and said I understood if he was mad but that I didn't mean to and that loved him. He forgave me on the spot. I know its such a soap opera. Anyway, anotehr party tonight and going crazy all over again. Lets just hope there will be no drama and no cops. Or at least one wish granted. Anyway, porb won't speak again for long. Who knows