Matt and I are over.

As he put it.... it's a "square peg trying to fit into a round hole".

<*bitter smile>

I got my one way ticket to Chicago on the 6th of December.

He only gave it 3 months. This guy that I thought I could trust... this one guy that I never thought I would lose faith in. <*sad> I'll always care about him.... there were a lot ( Read more... )

I feel better now.... had a huge giggle fest in the RA office with Nikki and Kat, then one with Nikki and Gaby in my room... then they hugged me and told me that they missed me and that stuff just wasn't the same around here without me. :) Awwww..... That definitely makes me feel better. I was feelin' pretty shitty about myself these past few days ( Read more... )

Well, I'm home again.

Early, yes, I know.

But I came home a couple of days early for several reasons. One, because my Uncle had a stroke and two, because it sucked in New Orleans.

I was miserable... Hayley and I fought on the first night and I ended up sleeping in weird random places around the city again. Then, since she didn't want to go out ( Read more... )

I just packed my first suitcase.

This is really happening.

Yet.... it still doesn't feel real. At all. I cannot seem to get it in my freaking head that in a day..... I'll be walking the streets of the Quarter again.

Ah.... there we go. Just got a little thrilly "Ohmyfuckinggod" up my spine.....

~*Amanda

Just got back from my dad's about an hour ago.

Amazingly... he was way cool to me. He colored my hair, cut it, loaned me his suitcases, AND made me dinner. Without me asking.

<*quiet ( Read more... )