Jul 29, 2012 22:30
I am giving myself exactly one year to get my shit together.
By July 29, 2013 I will not be living with my parents. I will be driving. I will be teaching in a real classroom. And I will not be in Brampton.
I will sell all this useless garbage I hang on to for no reason. I will have me, my cat and my belongings in a car.
If I do it before a year is up, then good on me.
But I am not going to sit here and waste my life anymore.
There is so much more to me than the refresh button.
Depression and listlesness will not have me.
I haven't had all this privledge and good fortune to waste it.
Fuck you depression, anxiety, pessimistic people, abusive words and adult temper tantrums.
I'm done with you.