Wow. Just wow. Rereading some of these post make me realize a few things. Firstly I changed a lot in 10 years. Secondly there was something wrong with me and I needed the meds I was on. More importantly I needed to learn how to deal with situations which thankfully I have finally learned how to do ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I posted on my livejournal. A year maybe too. And I figure I'm on here why not update. A lot has changed since then. I have an awesome job now. Majorly awesome. I'm a systems engineer. What's that you might ask? I build simulators for power plant operators to train on. I only do fossil power plants. No nucs, so if three ( Read more... )

Alright insecurites... we've all got them. Mine of course is my weight and how I look, which obviously one depends on the other ( Read more... )

So much has happened since I last updated on this. Let's see where to start... I'm now down 73 pounds and many people have noticed, which is so cool. I started my first job it's going well. I got my own apartment. I'm breaking it in slowly. And right now I'm chilling out in ohio.

That's all for now. I'll try again later.

So I know I haven't updated in a while. I got a little distracted with the wisdom teeth removal which went fine by the way. But the real news of today is my weight. I have lost 58 pounds in total. After six months of exercising regularly and cutting back on food, I am at 249 pounds ( Read more... )

And this is it. I had my last exam of my YSU school career. It was a psychology exam, 33 questions and took me 15 minutes. I think she decided to be nice to us. But that's it... I'm done. Finished ( Read more... )

So I turned off my phone because I was saving my power this morning and I turned it back on to see if I had any messages and I had one. It said this ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm only slightly freaking out. Okay maybe a little more than just slightly. Like every time that some one asks am I excited about graduating, a frog and butterfly start using my stomach as bouncy house and are jumping around. I am just so nervous ( Read more... )

I've been really busy. What with the end of the semester and graduating coming up so fast. I really haven't had time to think about the holiday. But we're spending Thanksgiving at my grandmother's. I think it will kind of be weird without her there. I really hadn't thought about it. But as I lay in my tonight trying to fall asleep, all I could ( Read more... )

I'm just very angry. And he knows why. But I guess I'm excited too about going to Halley's later today. And I guess I'm now just worried that something will go wrong like only three of us will go and the phrase "hates baby jesus" and "has no soul because she hates Christmas ( Read more... )