Random old Thoughts
this is just some shit thats been sitting on my phone so thought i transfer it n clear some space
Why do i sink so low to the point of not wanting to be but cant let go of the world is it others i continualy think of, what about my own way, so unhappy but cant do shit to others the world is cruel, what you want is right in front of you but someone elses, i cant live like this for long take me out of this hole to a dark hole 6ft down, i wont feel anything cause ill be there but who i am want im not someone anyone needs can be lived without so lets remove the logic and end any more torture with one last go at it the way it started shall be the way it ends!!!
It was a waste, time has gone on what was has gone it is true for one it meant the world for the other just a pahse no longer important for it has now ended through suttle jesters, to leave now it would not be hard, heart has gone n reason for return anywhere not there, now stuck in the mid of a mind trap is there another road it is up or away ever is tragic but one dissapointment does not have to be wittnessed, it is cowardeness but humans are the selfish mammal so it is only a natural instink going going gone!
alone in the world again no where no one to turn to to be hugged would be to be loved lost in my mind which way to turn a friend or false fondness to leave now would be a ease people would cry but noone would miss taht that i a it is a existance of no substance i shall join grandpa and succeed for him to see one falt in this life i cant do with my feet down
.....K so these are kinda old and not exactly where i am at today but where ive been n where i could haed back to it dont take much to reach a low .....
Why do i sink so low to the point of not wanting to be but cant let go of the world is it others i continualy think of, what about my own way, so unhappy but cant do shit to others the world is cruel, what you want is right in front of you but someone elses, i cant live like this for long take me out of this hole to a dark hole 6ft down, i wont feel anything cause ill be there but who i am want im not someone anyone needs can be lived without so lets remove the logic and end any more torture with one last go at it the way it started shall be the way it ends!!!
It was a waste, time has gone on what was has gone it is true for one it meant the world for the other just a pahse no longer important for it has now ended through suttle jesters, to leave now it would not be hard, heart has gone n reason for return anywhere not there, now stuck in the mid of a mind trap is there another road it is up or away ever is tragic but one dissapointment does not have to be wittnessed, it is cowardeness but humans are the selfish mammal so it is only a natural instink going going gone!
alone in the world again no where no one to turn to to be hugged would be to be loved lost in my mind which way to turn a friend or false fondness to leave now would be a ease people would cry but noone would miss taht that i a it is a existance of no substance i shall join grandpa and succeed for him to see one falt in this life i cant do with my feet down
.....K so these are kinda old and not exactly where i am at today but where ive been n where i could haed back to it dont take much to reach a low .....