Nov 01, 2005 20:11
Well im home now back to where this year all started.
kinda strange being back its not really my place anymore nowhere is i live in dunedin around 8 months of the year then bamm they want you out of there as soon as your done nothing like over staying your welcome and for the other 4 months of the year well they back with the controlling olds n i cant be shitted with that anymore i can bearly live with myself little own controllers if im not crazy n insane now i will be by the time i go back to dunedin.
Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont really no what that is for i just so frustrated and pissed off and sad and depressed and wanting to do something get out of where i am physically and within my head but nothing works.
But 1 method which i am banned from n cant use dont as i dont want to let another person i admire down so its a long stuggle with a stitched on smile for a while.
Life rather dull at the moment have done nothing bit of work but no exciting stuff almost makes me want to go back studying slog it out with those i left behind just to full in the days.
Missing you Dunedinnites and hoping all is going well for you all down there and hope your still laughing at nothing or annoying Bee for me cant have her getting withdrawls :)
So long live well i will see you on the other side
PHD..