Forget regret, or life is yours to miss..
I just finished watching Rent for the 18 millionth time. Ahh. Such an amazing peice of art. Cried my eyes out of course. I hadn't for a while and I was really starting to wonder if I could anymore. Case solved Gadget. haha. But it made me really really miss my Widener "family" and totally want a family dinner or something. Being a squatter was such a strange crazy amazing beautiful time and it taught me some much and I took something from every person who I fell asleep next to, who's vomit I cleaned up, who let me cry, who let me be me, who danced partied with me, who sang, who let me sleep in their bed/couch, ate my food, smoked or drank with me, who named me, who brought music to my life again, who touched my heart, who touched my body, who made me feel real, who had adventures with me, who protested atrocities, or kissed me in the rain, who screamed at ghosts in the closet, who shared their razor or toothbrush or towel or etc etc etc, who shared their crazy amazing lives with me and with mine. I miss it a lot and I just want to thank anyone who finds themself in any of the above. :) You all mean the world to me and I will never forget the amazing impact each of you had on my life. thanks!
Ok, sappy mcsap. enough of that shit. ha.
I had a great holiday and it went way to fast, like a pretty colorful blur. I got to share it with very speacial people in my life and for that I am so grateful. Went to Sisters on Thursday for some crazy karaokeness. I had fun. Hadn't been in a while. I didn't even mind so much cleaning up the pukers from my car window the next day. it's just like spin art, right? heh. Then Friday me and Ashley went to Kooma for some sushi, which combined two crazy cool cats and some of my favorite food groups (sushi and seaweed. yep, they are so food groups) and wine so it was naturally an amazing night. :) Oh yeah, and then pondering the importance of the kickstand, the strangeness of how Brian was more of a dog than a person back in the old school Family Guy episodes, and the most amazing interesting funny thing in the entire world which I was supposed to remember to tell Ash and which subsequently I completely forget now. :P Saturday Nikki and Kristin came over to Ashley's and we all opened gifts and drank festive martinis and watched simpsons and smoked.
I got home by 11 on Sunday to help mama get ready for Christmas Eve dinner with my dad's side. Ash came over and we drank wine with my mom and my aunt and had good food and laughed a lot and were silly. It was appreciated and much needed funness. Christmas I went to my aunt's next door and again had wine (yis, totally embraced my inner-wino and I'm damn proud of it!!) and more good food and good people. Today I brought gifts over to the Garrison's and then watched rent with my rents and that brings me to the start of this post. Yes, the learning disability is in full effect today with the writing skills and all. ha. ha.
The end of the year is always a little weird-feeling, ya know? I just keep focusingon these really cool resolutions I have: 1) use less paper towels when I wash my hands 2) wear pajamas as much as possible 3) read more 4) love more 5) learn me some french 6) do things I wouldn't normally but would really want to secretly in my head (like sing a karaoke duet with nikki or go to mccaw island with ashley or visit those people from high school that i avoided seeing for so long or whatever it might be just because I've only gotst this one life and what do I got to lose, right? 7) never let go of the real live true melissa cause i've met her and she's pretty damn cool. ;) That's it. I think my number 1 is the way coolest though. ha. And so hard. I have ocd when it comes to paper towels and washing my hands and using less is hard man, so don't bust on it. heeeeeee. ok. going to find my book and lay under these really cozy blankets on my bed with some tea for a while. Hope all had a fab holiday and that those celebrating kwanza are still having a great one, and that I get to see everyone real soon cause I'm sentimental and my ovaries and swelled and I'm a big blubbering dork ready for huggin. :) peace..
Ok, sappy mcsap. enough of that shit. ha.
I had a great holiday and it went way to fast, like a pretty colorful blur. I got to share it with very speacial people in my life and for that I am so grateful. Went to Sisters on Thursday for some crazy karaokeness. I had fun. Hadn't been in a while. I didn't even mind so much cleaning up the pukers from my car window the next day. it's just like spin art, right? heh. Then Friday me and Ashley went to Kooma for some sushi, which combined two crazy cool cats and some of my favorite food groups (sushi and seaweed. yep, they are so food groups) and wine so it was naturally an amazing night. :) Oh yeah, and then pondering the importance of the kickstand, the strangeness of how Brian was more of a dog than a person back in the old school Family Guy episodes, and the most amazing interesting funny thing in the entire world which I was supposed to remember to tell Ash and which subsequently I completely forget now. :P Saturday Nikki and Kristin came over to Ashley's and we all opened gifts and drank festive martinis and watched simpsons and smoked.
I got home by 11 on Sunday to help mama get ready for Christmas Eve dinner with my dad's side. Ash came over and we drank wine with my mom and my aunt and had good food and laughed a lot and were silly. It was appreciated and much needed funness. Christmas I went to my aunt's next door and again had wine (yis, totally embraced my inner-wino and I'm damn proud of it!!) and more good food and good people. Today I brought gifts over to the Garrison's and then watched rent with my rents and that brings me to the start of this post. Yes, the learning disability is in full effect today with the writing skills and all. ha. ha.
The end of the year is always a little weird-feeling, ya know? I just keep focusingon these really cool resolutions I have: 1) use less paper towels when I wash my hands 2) wear pajamas as much as possible 3) read more 4) love more 5) learn me some french 6) do things I wouldn't normally but would really want to secretly in my head (like sing a karaoke duet with nikki or go to mccaw island with ashley or visit those people from high school that i avoided seeing for so long or whatever it might be just because I've only gotst this one life and what do I got to lose, right? 7) never let go of the real live true melissa cause i've met her and she's pretty damn cool. ;) That's it. I think my number 1 is the way coolest though. ha. And so hard. I have ocd when it comes to paper towels and washing my hands and using less is hard man, so don't bust on it. heeeeeee. ok. going to find my book and lay under these really cozy blankets on my bed with some tea for a while. Hope all had a fab holiday and that those celebrating kwanza are still having a great one, and that I get to see everyone real soon cause I'm sentimental and my ovaries and swelled and I'm a big blubbering dork ready for huggin. :) peace..