May 08, 2006 20:48
This past week has been slightly stressful.I'm done a week from tommorow,but just thinking about all the studying and paper-writing I have left to do makes me want to pull my hair out.Every little thing has been setting me off too.I get ticked over stupid things and tears come way too easily.The other night Starr asked me how I was doing and I couldn't even say anything.I just cried for the next 30 minutes.It's been over a year since I've been this stressed.Last time it was this bad was the end of my first semester of senior year at Gordon.I had a 50 page senior thesis to finish for Senior Sem and everything else on top of that.I don't know,I think right now its worse.Maybe it's because I know that once I finish,I won't be going anywhere.For the first time in my entire life,I won't be going home for the summer.I'm looking forward to having this experience,but also kind of sad.
All I know is that my theme song right now is "Praise You in This Storm" by Casting Crowns.Life feels like a storm right now,but something that has been on my heart a lot lately is that God IS faithful.Nothing can change that and that's an awesome promise to lean on!