headin up

Aug 27, 2007 16:29

john surprised me and took me to the civil war reinactment this weekend :)
i had such a blast too!
abe linclon was there and i wanted to talk to him but he isnt for abe
so i got all bummed out over it :) lol
--well pretended to be anyways-just to bug him :)
there were sooo many bees too by the consession stand-i braved it out though.
i got to try cajun food-bunch of chicken,beef,and sausage piled up on what i think is mexican rice they used-spicy as hell-covered in cheese! yum! it was just too hot out to gobble it all up at once-lemonade didnt even stay cold-they were really resistant on the ice too lol bugged me sooo much :) ha
i have to have alot of ice in my teas and lemonades..etc

john bought me a victorian ruby necklace on a "heavy" chain-(inside joke)
i love it too! love ruby :)
we want o involve ourselves in the deal next time we spot it :)
hot :)

were headin out to the ren fest nxt weekend :) i cannot wait :)
were gonna meet up with chris,amy,val,her husband and some other peeps.
dressin up too :)
i looove that place :)

john has a 16hour a day schedule for the rest of this week-i hate it but it brings in great money.
i get to fuck off alot on my own-most of my friends arent avail when i am.
that sucks :)

went to amys surprise party-was the life of the party i think :)
so was john-thru txt msgs-lol
he was txting me such naughty txts and we had the whole place laughing :)
played preverted karaoke on x-box-that was a blast. i even got to score on
this game called bolderdash-reall fun game of bullshitting your opponents :)
i got so into it.
what a blast :)
chris picked me up and we got there just in time to surprise her too!
usually i make everyone late but not this time :) im so proud :)
i got home round 3:30 am---sooo tired from being wired too--it was nice hanging with val cuz she is married as well-like she said-its so much easier hanging out with people who are married when ur married than those whom are single.
i felt that.

im glad i dont have any part of my old life in my new life.
it would be too much of a hassel-and it was to begin with.
people who were my friends whom i loved and adored-would try to demalish everything i have going for me now.
maybe just two people in mind anyway.
they werent good for me anyhow.
just talked alot of shit-blamed me for there bull-and left me behind to deal with what they put on me...some friends.
im just glad i had to go thru all that to get to this point in my life.
i wouldve never met john. i wouldve never been allowed to be who i am now.
i wouldve never been able to come out of my shell.

people made me feel i had to hold back.
screw that. john teaches me to stay outside the shell and youll experience a whole lot more :) hes so my everything :)
i could go on and on about how proud i am of him-he works sooo hard-but keeps me in mind at all times-im not letting this one go-im so faithful to him-our sex life is awesome and fabulous :) all in one :)
and hes soooo hot!
ive never been so happy.
at times when i want to hide in my shell-he pulls me out of it and challenges me-i hate it but i love it...
who knows what i am just yet-but slowly but surely im going to know soon :)
hes sooo excited about all the money coming in for us :)
weve just been so lucky :)
hes taking me to this surfing water place by cabelas m,aybe this weekend and i can wait to learn by a true master surfer-i bet he looks sooo hot too on them waves :)

ok well i suppose im done here-at least im happy :)
k love yall bitches :)
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