glammed up
hurricanes hurricanes...tsk tsk--
johns afraid for cheyenne (his baby) shes turning four this october-she lives with his ex gf down in loisianna right by the ocean...hurricanes hurricanes...at least shes finally gonna grow up and get a house.
damn people are stupid. who lives in a camper where u cant even root yourself in a storm?! duh!
so anyways-i havent met his daughter-and im quite nervous-ive never done well with kids-but one day im gonna have to learn. somehow.. we might go there this october for his and cheyennes b-day--hes so gonna be completely happy and i will then feel complete.
im nervous but its not always about me i it--not this time.
hes working storm right now-i havent seen him all day-hell be gone till late tonight-but im dealin with it.
man i need to get a job. i have so many different tattoos i want and peircings...
tanning-hair treatments-clothes-surprises 4 him-...typical stuff i used to get when someone would hand me a check.
a pic fell out of my photo album and i totally had a mind rush like never before-wierd.
not talking to that person helps but sometimes its hard not to call her.
just cuz i want to ketch up but were not the same anymore i can assure myself that.
i think ive grown up some-im faithful to my man-i do back talk him but just in fun-and hes hot :)
im even getting along with chicks--and bisexual chicks too-somehow theyve been flocking to me-turns john on i know that :)
weve both decided not to move to the florida keys just yet-it was odd cuz it was on my mind that were not ready fpor such a drastic change...well im not anyways-and we would be going almost spontaniously...especially in hurricane season--lol
no. we talked about it and it was on both our minds not to go just yet.
plus my cat is part snow cat/linx--we'd have to shave her cuz the heat would be too much lol
--it was funny the other night i was tearing rabbit meat off the bones of this stew i made 2 days before and didnt want to waste it-and my cat totally bum rushed me i almost fell over-it was sooo funny!
her linx was coming out! lol
she was meowning like crazy too :)
love my baby--aw her names babygirl shes the prettiest kitty u ever saw :)
shes been taken from home to home just cuz people cat choose an apt that allows cats?!
whatever--im not doing that to her. john HATES cats-but hes grown to love her just cuz shes a very submissive kitty. she has too much fur though-and of course she lays all over his dark shirts--can never really get cat hair out lol
were getting a boxer soon we hope. someone is breeding them and we may buy one :) yay
ive always wanted a dog :)
anyways-i took the bus to go to the library and the minute i got out it started down pouring on me! i was drenched...(i always leave at the worst of times)i just laughed it off and froze till i was finished on the computer. john kept saying -"DONT GET SICK"
i was already sick 2 weeks ago and i still have a bronchial cough due to me always leaving the air on :) tee hee--he hates that too :) im such a girl :)
hes so used to being with a hard ass chick who is waaaay off for him that hes not used to how real girlies like myself can be. hes learning fast though :) ha
mariah carey has a scent out and i am so buying that! u know it!
weve officially decided to not drink for a month and actually DO something with the money we'd ususally spend on alcohol--like maybe camping...traveling for ourselves...sex stuff (hot) we're going to eventually go get our tattoo's done together.
ive decided to get corrective eye surgery so i dont have to bother with ugly/annoying glasses anymore-I AM SCARED AS HELL!!! i dont even like touching my eyes-they better valuum me right up too lol!
im officially on johns insurance benefits plan-and its awesome too-the insurance will cover all costs except for the $20 co-pay :) niiiice :)
im so doing it.
hopefully within next month.
hes my biggest supporter on that. hope he can be there to hold my hand...what a baby i can be :)
i cant even get eye drops in my eyes--bogus.
wish me luck...
amys b-day is this sunday-were throwing a surprise bash for her-maybe i can jump out of a cake for her in nothing but a bakini--lol
my man so supports that :) hottt
ok well talk to yall after this weekend :)
love you john!!!--cant wait to go with you to some sales and then the civil war reinactment!!! im sooo excited :))) it better not rain!!
johns afraid for cheyenne (his baby) shes turning four this october-she lives with his ex gf down in loisianna right by the ocean...hurricanes hurricanes...at least shes finally gonna grow up and get a house.
damn people are stupid. who lives in a camper where u cant even root yourself in a storm?! duh!
so anyways-i havent met his daughter-and im quite nervous-ive never done well with kids-but one day im gonna have to learn. somehow.. we might go there this october for his and cheyennes b-day--hes so gonna be completely happy and i will then feel complete.
im nervous but its not always about me i it--not this time.
hes working storm right now-i havent seen him all day-hell be gone till late tonight-but im dealin with it.
man i need to get a job. i have so many different tattoos i want and peircings...
tanning-hair treatments-clothes-surprises 4 him-...typical stuff i used to get when someone would hand me a check.
a pic fell out of my photo album and i totally had a mind rush like never before-wierd.
not talking to that person helps but sometimes its hard not to call her.
just cuz i want to ketch up but were not the same anymore i can assure myself that.
i think ive grown up some-im faithful to my man-i do back talk him but just in fun-and hes hot :)
im even getting along with chicks--and bisexual chicks too-somehow theyve been flocking to me-turns john on i know that :)
weve both decided not to move to the florida keys just yet-it was odd cuz it was on my mind that were not ready fpor such a drastic change...well im not anyways-and we would be going almost spontaniously...especially in hurricane season--lol
no. we talked about it and it was on both our minds not to go just yet.
plus my cat is part snow cat/linx--we'd have to shave her cuz the heat would be too much lol
--it was funny the other night i was tearing rabbit meat off the bones of this stew i made 2 days before and didnt want to waste it-and my cat totally bum rushed me i almost fell over-it was sooo funny!
her linx was coming out! lol
she was meowning like crazy too :)
love my baby--aw her names babygirl shes the prettiest kitty u ever saw :)
shes been taken from home to home just cuz people cat choose an apt that allows cats?!
whatever--im not doing that to her. john HATES cats-but hes grown to love her just cuz shes a very submissive kitty. she has too much fur though-and of course she lays all over his dark shirts--can never really get cat hair out lol
were getting a boxer soon we hope. someone is breeding them and we may buy one :) yay
ive always wanted a dog :)
anyways-i took the bus to go to the library and the minute i got out it started down pouring on me! i was drenched...(i always leave at the worst of times)i just laughed it off and froze till i was finished on the computer. john kept saying -"DONT GET SICK"
i was already sick 2 weeks ago and i still have a bronchial cough due to me always leaving the air on :) tee hee--he hates that too :) im such a girl :)
hes so used to being with a hard ass chick who is waaaay off for him that hes not used to how real girlies like myself can be. hes learning fast though :) ha
mariah carey has a scent out and i am so buying that! u know it!
weve officially decided to not drink for a month and actually DO something with the money we'd ususally spend on alcohol--like maybe camping...traveling for ourselves...sex stuff (hot) we're going to eventually go get our tattoo's done together.
ive decided to get corrective eye surgery so i dont have to bother with ugly/annoying glasses anymore-I AM SCARED AS HELL!!! i dont even like touching my eyes-they better valuum me right up too lol!
im officially on johns insurance benefits plan-and its awesome too-the insurance will cover all costs except for the $20 co-pay :) niiiice :)
im so doing it.
hopefully within next month.
hes my biggest supporter on that. hope he can be there to hold my hand...what a baby i can be :)
i cant even get eye drops in my eyes--bogus.
wish me luck...
amys b-day is this sunday-were throwing a surprise bash for her-maybe i can jump out of a cake for her in nothing but a bakini--lol
my man so supports that :) hottt
ok well talk to yall after this weekend :)
love you john!!!--cant wait to go with you to some sales and then the civil war reinactment!!! im sooo excited :))) it better not rain!!