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I've been hurt too many times by him to give him a third chance. I deserve more than being kept on the back burner. I just read my journal from a year ago, it's so weird how cyclical life is. Retarded that's for sure. Well, I deleted anything that reminds me of him. No more number in the phone, no emails, no nothing. He's gone from my life. I shouldn't fool myself into thinking I can salvage the friendship. This is so true right now:
*My Dearest. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.*
ugh...i can't even think right now im so pissed.
*My Dearest. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.*
ugh...i can't even think right now im so pissed.