I Give Up
Well last night was fun... it consisted of me talking to vanessa for a long time, and finding things out that I already know, but i needed her to tell me it helps and it also hurts. THeres no denying that im not all too good right now, i feel like shit to put it in lamens terms, because i was to explain how i really felt then you all would be totally and utterly lost inside my mind. I started writing on a paper journal, I vent out things that too personal to put on here, plus nobody would care so i dont bother to put it here. Theres way more to say, but i dont really want to say it, i could but i wont. Today is my day off and im going to go get my paycheck and vanessas, but that failed. Im blank, i cant think straight right now, im so lost and i need help. Well this may be one of the last entrys as i dont have access to computers anymore, mine is dead. Later