OMFG
Omg, I cant believe Im sittin here cryin... Omg! Kim frustrates me so badly sometimes... For the last two or 3 weeks I've put up with all of the changes she's made in her life... Even when they had her excluding me in some kind of way. She made some friend... Didnt want to tell me who she was... and I put up with that. Then she started spending so much time with this girl that she wasnt talking to me... and i put up with that. It hurt me so badly to know that just because she decided to hang out with some new friends, she no longer had time for me in her life, but i accepted it. I even told her that in time she was gonna start ignoring me... She said it would never happen... and it did. She tried to say it was because she sick and thats why she wasnt talking to me--sick kept her off the phone but it didnt keep someone else out of her face. Now... She doesnt call as much... is always busy when i call... doesnt respond to many of my text messages... and when she promises to call back... she doesnt... and there's always an excuse... Im so tired of being frustrated by all of this... Always crying... and I dont have to. ...And I wont... Why continue being there for someone who isnt there for me? So... I know who I want... and It's not Kim. I love her... I always will... But its not the same anymore... Maybe the problem is that we talked too much to each other when we were supposed to be just friends. Its ok though... Because all of the time i spent worrying about her can be spent getting to know someone else... Someone Im really into right now... And thats is ALOT of extra time...