The Izzle
Ok... So I need time to sit and sort my thoughts out for a moment. Now... Kim is in NC... I love her. I love her so much... But I cant have her and I've accepted that. That doesnt mean my feelings have changed... I just need to direct that attention else where... Which brings me back to my last journal entry...
"AJ" *speakin to her*
Ok... So, like I said before... I really like you. *LoL "like...really." From the conversations we've had thus far, to me, you're a really amazing person. I really enjoy talking to you. I love all of the things ur into **painting... the music you listen to... you playing *or learning to play* the guitar** And I feel like... If... or *crossin my fingers* when we start dating we would be a really good pair. All of the things you do are things that I could happily support. I dont seem myself arguing with u much *lol, i cant say AT ALL... lets be realistic* I also feel like there is so much I can learn from you, and hopefully in the process, teach you a thing or two... or three *lol* Um... Let's see... How does my day go...
I mostly think about you... I constantly wonder about what you're doing, who you're with *not in a negative way*, what you're thinking about... Did I mention I REALLY ENJOY TALKING TO YOU? Im sure I did. I cant wait until were able to hang out, spend time with one another, and continue learning about each other. (lol, its amazing how much I'll say on here, but for now, i just cant say out loud) Its really amazing how much u make me blush... I havent felt this way in a while... I hope my piscean nature doesnt ruin anything... *im learning*
Im like... So day dreaming right now...
Thinkin about us.. at school... In one of our rooms... Layin in the bed talkin... watchin tv... all cuddly... and falling asleep...
Well Sweetness... I'll talk to you soon. *muah*
"AJ" *speakin to her*
Ok... So, like I said before... I really like you. *LoL "like...really." From the conversations we've had thus far, to me, you're a really amazing person. I really enjoy talking to you. I love all of the things ur into **painting... the music you listen to... you playing *or learning to play* the guitar** And I feel like... If... or *crossin my fingers* when we start dating we would be a really good pair. All of the things you do are things that I could happily support. I dont seem myself arguing with u much *lol, i cant say AT ALL... lets be realistic* I also feel like there is so much I can learn from you, and hopefully in the process, teach you a thing or two... or three *lol* Um... Let's see... How does my day go...
I mostly think about you... I constantly wonder about what you're doing, who you're with *not in a negative way*, what you're thinking about... Did I mention I REALLY ENJOY TALKING TO YOU? Im sure I did. I cant wait until were able to hang out, spend time with one another, and continue learning about each other. (lol, its amazing how much I'll say on here, but for now, i just cant say out loud) Its really amazing how much u make me blush... I havent felt this way in a while... I hope my piscean nature doesnt ruin anything... *im learning*
Im like... So day dreaming right now...
Thinkin about us.. at school... In one of our rooms... Layin in the bed talkin... watchin tv... all cuddly... and falling asleep...
Well Sweetness... I'll talk to you soon. *muah*