Better Day
I finally decided to be a fucking woman and go to school today. For some reason, after telling two people about my breakup, it lead to the whole class knowing. This morning I was showered with sympathy/pity by everyone in my class (not that I wanted it). My teacher even went out of her way and printed me an article off the internet "How to survive a breakup". Then when she was grocery shopping at lunch with Erik, she went and bought me a cute little notebook and a happy face pen to write my thoughts in it. She says that it helps. It was such a sweet deed, and it was good to know how much these people cared about me.
The first two days were horrible, but socializing with people made me feel better. I'm eating more, but I still havn't slept. I look so burnt out, but I'm no longer feeling like the world has ended, and i'm even up for a real nice blind double date with a friend on Friday. Even though I feel like I don't want to be with anyone else, I figure that I might as well try. We are all going to go see silent hill, and then GET SMASHED out of our minds. Because that is just how it works =P.
I need my LOST Season back from him, so I can move on. That's the only thing holding me back. I need to get it soon, because if it happens a month later when i'm on my way to getting over him, when I see him, feelings with appear again. He has been partying since Thursday. I can't get a hold of him at all.
Today I wen't to Value Villiage all by myself. I have $14.00 in my wallet. I decided that I wanted to spend it on something that would make me look sexy. Hehe. I was thinking one of those adorable jean jackets, but those ones that are cropped off just under the chest.
I'm done talking now.
<3 noMo
The first two days were horrible, but socializing with people made me feel better. I'm eating more, but I still havn't slept. I look so burnt out, but I'm no longer feeling like the world has ended, and i'm even up for a real nice blind double date with a friend on Friday. Even though I feel like I don't want to be with anyone else, I figure that I might as well try. We are all going to go see silent hill, and then GET SMASHED out of our minds. Because that is just how it works =P.
I need my LOST Season back from him, so I can move on. That's the only thing holding me back. I need to get it soon, because if it happens a month later when i'm on my way to getting over him, when I see him, feelings with appear again. He has been partying since Thursday. I can't get a hold of him at all.
Today I wen't to Value Villiage all by myself. I have $14.00 in my wallet. I decided that I wanted to spend it on something that would make me look sexy. Hehe. I was thinking one of those adorable jean jackets, but those ones that are cropped off just under the chest.
I'm done talking now.
<3 noMo