(no subject)
I have been neglecting the things that make this breakup real; real; important;life-changing.
I miss most the debating whilst grocery shopping. The late nights when you fell asleep before me and I held onto your being like it would be gone tomorrow....
Though you promised it wouldn't....
It was.
The tomorrow aftre February 11th was the night our hearts stopped beating in unison. The day before you left, when I help out every inch of hope I could muster that you would love us more than you would love not us.
I was wrong.
You needed freedom like I needed your heartbeat in my ear; not a thing I could ever hope to stabilize.
The only way to get what we both wanted was to get what neither of us wanted.....
Our ending.
I love you, and I'm sorry.
I miss most the debating whilst grocery shopping. The late nights when you fell asleep before me and I held onto your being like it would be gone tomorrow....
Though you promised it wouldn't....
It was.
The tomorrow aftre February 11th was the night our hearts stopped beating in unison. The day before you left, when I help out every inch of hope I could muster that you would love us more than you would love not us.
I was wrong.
You needed freedom like I needed your heartbeat in my ear; not a thing I could ever hope to stabilize.
The only way to get what we both wanted was to get what neither of us wanted.....
Our ending.
I love you, and I'm sorry.