I'm going to do that thing I do every year
And post the first sentence of the first entry of every month.
1. January 9 [my birthday]
"So this is odd
the painful realization that
all has gone wrong
and nobody cares at all."
2. February 1st
'"Aisy is getting crazier and crazier everyday. She's almost full grown!"
3. March 7th
"Today we went to the Holi festival with BFF Sarah."
4. April 12th
"I just finished reading a book for the second time since before Aisy was born! I'm so thrilled."
5. May 5th
"Aisy is insane. She's gotten so big and smart. She talks so much. She cliiimbs! She bit her first fingernail off the other day and chewed on it, hahaha. She's working hard on biting her toenails. Silly baby."
6. June 4th
"The wedding was awesome! i was a super stress ball until it started, but everything turned out great and I had a blast, so did everyone else."
7th. July 3rd
"I haven't posted in too long. A lot of stuff has happened.
Billy went to Bradenton on Wednesday to be alone for a couple of days and think about shit. We had a big long fight that turned into a talk about a lot of things and we ended on an ok note saying that we weren't going to work out and we would just be better as friends."
8. August 8th
"Jesus dicks, I never update at all anymore. I have so much going on, so much to say...I think I'm too overwhelmed with the enormity of everything to actually sit down and write about it. But I have to. I need to. So, here goes."
9. September 7th
"I don't even know where to start.
Life is moving a million miles an hour and I'm keeping up, but barely.
I need to sit still long enough to put down some thoughts, some memories and ideas...just for the record."
10. October 5th
"So much has happened recently.
I snapped and broke up with Phil after feeling overwhelmingly suffocated for....awhile."
11. November 2nd
"Things are a mess.
I broke up with Phil a month ago today and he's still acting like we're together."
12. December 6th
"I got a job! It's a short term thing, but it's something and I'm totally stoked on it. I'm going to be the spotlight operator at the Florida Studio Theatre. WHAT A COOL JOB."
K, thanks for reading all of that cosmic clusterfuck of my year.
//.stardust
1. January 9 [my birthday]
"So this is odd
the painful realization that
all has gone wrong
and nobody cares at all."
2. February 1st
'"Aisy is getting crazier and crazier everyday. She's almost full grown!"
3. March 7th
"Today we went to the Holi festival with BFF Sarah."
4. April 12th
"I just finished reading a book for the second time since before Aisy was born! I'm so thrilled."
5. May 5th
"Aisy is insane. She's gotten so big and smart. She talks so much. She cliiimbs! She bit her first fingernail off the other day and chewed on it, hahaha. She's working hard on biting her toenails. Silly baby."
6. June 4th
"The wedding was awesome! i was a super stress ball until it started, but everything turned out great and I had a blast, so did everyone else."
7th. July 3rd
"I haven't posted in too long. A lot of stuff has happened.
Billy went to Bradenton on Wednesday to be alone for a couple of days and think about shit. We had a big long fight that turned into a talk about a lot of things and we ended on an ok note saying that we weren't going to work out and we would just be better as friends."
8. August 8th
"Jesus dicks, I never update at all anymore. I have so much going on, so much to say...I think I'm too overwhelmed with the enormity of everything to actually sit down and write about it. But I have to. I need to. So, here goes."
9. September 7th
"I don't even know where to start.
Life is moving a million miles an hour and I'm keeping up, but barely.
I need to sit still long enough to put down some thoughts, some memories and ideas...just for the record."
10. October 5th
"So much has happened recently.
I snapped and broke up with Phil after feeling overwhelmingly suffocated for....awhile."
11. November 2nd
"Things are a mess.
I broke up with Phil a month ago today and he's still acting like we're together."
12. December 6th
"I got a job! It's a short term thing, but it's something and I'm totally stoked on it. I'm going to be the spotlight operator at the Florida Studio Theatre. WHAT A COOL JOB."
K, thanks for reading all of that cosmic clusterfuck of my year.
//.stardust