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I moved back to Orlando. I'm living with Phil now. We're working on making a room for Aisy and I'm settling in.
I got here Saturday. Nothing productive but we watched movies, ordered pizza and had a good night.
I slept most of yesterday. We went to see Harry Potter and I fell asleep in the movie.
I feel like if I weren't on prozac I would be freaking out right now, about everything involving life.
Did I make the right choices?
Have I messed up again or is this really right?
Everythings foggy.
Aisy is going to live with Billy most of the time for the first couple months so she can adjust more slowly.
I don't totally like this plan, but I'm the one that left and I'm not necessarily the one making the rules.
I'm not in a power position.
I miss Aisy.
Billy's going to bring her on Christmas so that I can spend a few hours with her, and him.
Have some semblance of a nice family Christmas.
Phil and I might drive up to Louisiana next week and visit his mom. She's awesome and supportive and I really can't wait to meet her. Phil has the family I wish I had. I'm becoming a part of it.
I miss Billy, it feels weird. Once we were broken up we seemed to just click and act how we should have been acting the whole time we were together. We had a lot of fun and it was really nice.
There'll always be a special place in my heart for him.
I think I'm going to try to nap, I have nothing else to do and it's freezing in this house.
Send me some good vibes or something, I could use them.
//.stardust
I got here Saturday. Nothing productive but we watched movies, ordered pizza and had a good night.
I slept most of yesterday. We went to see Harry Potter and I fell asleep in the movie.
I feel like if I weren't on prozac I would be freaking out right now, about everything involving life.
Did I make the right choices?
Have I messed up again or is this really right?
Everythings foggy.
Aisy is going to live with Billy most of the time for the first couple months so she can adjust more slowly.
I don't totally like this plan, but I'm the one that left and I'm not necessarily the one making the rules.
I'm not in a power position.
I miss Aisy.
Billy's going to bring her on Christmas so that I can spend a few hours with her, and him.
Have some semblance of a nice family Christmas.
Phil and I might drive up to Louisiana next week and visit his mom. She's awesome and supportive and I really can't wait to meet her. Phil has the family I wish I had. I'm becoming a part of it.
I miss Billy, it feels weird. Once we were broken up we seemed to just click and act how we should have been acting the whole time we were together. We had a lot of fun and it was really nice.
There'll always be a special place in my heart for him.
I think I'm going to try to nap, I have nothing else to do and it's freezing in this house.
Send me some good vibes or something, I could use them.
//.stardust