bad daddy
....so i guess, all together, it's happened now 3 or 4 times, including the tackling on the wharf. whatever. it's obvious where this is going. cycles are cycles are cycles an addict is an addict is an addict. people don't change, really, they just adapt, find new ways of hiding their shame, so to speak. today i ate a really awesome breakfast sandwich and pesto margarita pizza. it was pretty bomb. i am in love, but he is moving away in two days. my heart is broken, as i have to return to reside in hell, where i previously escaped near death and uncertain future. life was much better, even with the drama. although i know this step is necessary if i want everything to actually turn into something. we have to be apart to be to gether. i have to re-focus myself on myself. anyway......life can be awesome sometimes.