[Fanfic] Time Changes
When he opens his eyes, he doesn’t remember anything, which he is yet why on earth is he doing at white surroundings, he sticks his eyes over the guy who is staring at him. He just gave him a confused look. Who the heck is that guy who’s staring at him and seems that he’s going to eat him alive.
“Who are you?” he asked.
I don’t remember anything.
“Yamashita Tomohisa. Do you still remember?” The other replies, and the amnesiac just shook his head and said even him, he didn’t remember anything.
So, he has amnesia.
“Aww! Fuck, how couldn’t you know me? Yuya, it’s me… Yamapi… Your one and only lover, I was there on your accident.” The guy named Yamapi pointed out.
“One and only lover… lover… l-lover!?” the boy named Yuya exclaimed. “W-wait! You and I are… both male. So, you’re saying that I… I am gay?” Yamapi just nodded.
“How am I supposed to believe you? Maybe you are just taking advantage of me!” Yuya’s word cringes Yamapi’s heart, he was right of course, he was just really taking advantage of him.
*Flashback*
“Oh my God, Tegoshi Yuya! Why on earth I’m going to see you, you’re always flirting around! Dammit! Get your own life.” Yelled Yamapi to his ‘childhood enemy’, there’s a point of concern to his voice but, the other didn’t seem to notice it.
“As you said so, ‘get a life’. Stop bothering me.” He rolled his eyes as he picked the phone and talked to the same person whom Yamapi’s accusing that he’s flirting to.
How can I say that I love you if you don’t stop from making me jealous over that person on the line?
Loving him wasn’t his option, and he doesn’t know how he falls for the guy, and what he likes from him to love.
*end of flashback*
He was just taking advantage of the moment. He wanted him so badly, no matter how bad t is. It was true. Even he had to lie. And should be prepared on the moment he reminisces everything, probably the other will hates him more, he want him to realize how madly in love he is to him, that’s why he’s doing this.
“Yamapi…” Yuya calls him. Yamapi loves how he calls his name.
“Yes?”
“I don’t know why but, I am still not convinced.” He confirms. And it makes Yamapi goes impatient.
“What do you want me to do? Kiss you?”
“I have no idea…” he replied. Yamapi took a deep sigh as he leans closer to him for a kiss, a sweet gentle kiss. Their heart beats so fast. It was their first kiss together. It was just good to be true. How Yamapi hopes that Yuya wasn’t an amnesiac, he never had a confidence to say it if he wasn’t but, he never feel guilty as like this, he’s taking advantage of his feelings over the other guy.
Yamapi broke their kiss as the Yuya stares at him in shock as he blushes.
“Are we… doing this always?” he asked him in curiosity as Yamapi stops as he thinks deeply for it.
“Yeah.” As Yuya gotten redder, then he heave a sigh.
“Oh well, I’m convinced.” He smiled wider, it was the first time he receives this kind of smile of him, he always send him evil glares and annoyed looks, it made his heart flatters.
“Thank you.” He mutters.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Few months later of resting and rehabilitation, Yuya is finally discharged of the hospital and through the belief of him and Yamapi are living together. [Since Yamapi is still guilty.] He remembered something, that they were used to fight all the time. Yamapi became more aware if the time comes where Yuya remembered his past.
Yuya is getting bothered about Yamapi’s health, he used to have difficulties on his terrible headaches, he always lose his balance and he used to have an nausea most of the time, he insists him to consult to a doctor but he was being stubborn and he doesn’t want to, he keeps on saying that he was okay, even if he’s not.
He usually had mood swings.
Yet… Yamapi wasn’t ready to open up with Yuya about his condition.
“Yamapi, I told you to go to a doctor, you’re not fine, please.” Pleaded Yuya.
“I told you that this is just a headache.” Insisted Yamapi.
“Please?”
“Stop bragging me! I know that, I’m okay!” he pushed him away as he left the house, calling his friends to meet him at the usual bar where they meet as always.
“Man that was cruel!” Jin, Yamapi’s best friend pats his shoulders said. “You should tell him right away before it’s too late.”
“I don’t know how to admit everything. If I was gone before he remembers anything, I couldn’t forgive myself. I should take my consequence. For lying to him, took advantage of him.” Yamapi explains.
“Pi! Are you that desperate to be loved by him? For goodness sake, think about yourself, your condition is getting worse and you will carry that guilt to your second life.” Interrupts one of his friends, Ryo.
“Ryo-chan, don’t you think what you’ve said is too offensive?” complains Jin.
“No, it’s not. Listen Pi, do what you want to him, finish it, then… admit it! To release that guilt over you, if he hates you, well, it’s too normal if he got mad about it, everyone hates being taking advantage, but your advantage is, you tell everything, your guilt was lessen, we can’t blame him if he hates you, as long if Tegoshi has a feeling over you before or find the forgiveness and understanding within him early as if he realized it before it’s too late.” Ryo point it out.
“Ryo has a point.” Answers Yamapi, finally, his tears flow down.
“I’m not ready to die.” He added as he burst into tears.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Ryo and Jin took him home, as he fell asleep on the way home, as Tegoshi worried too much to his lover. Ryo talks to him that Pi needs him so badly; Tegoshi promised that he would do it, for him, and the 2 left them. He turns to Yamapi who is mumbling. He leans closer to him he touched his cheeks with his hands, as he whispered something to his ears.
“Even I don’t remember anything… I know… inside my heart… I know… I love you, Yamapi.” He slowly leans closer for a kiss. Pouring all his emotions in, for a few seconds later, Yamapi returns his kiss yet more passionate. He took the opportunity, this would be their last time they should be together, and then he will set him free.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
When Yuya opens his eyes, the lover he knew is sleeping besides him, and his mind flashed something he don’t know as his head hurts terribly as he cried for help. He hopes that the other wakes up and helps him but it seems impossible.
He now remembers the time before the accident happened.
Due to some stupidity.
He was arguing with Yamapi, since the other was following him and he cross the street while he yelled at him until he was crashed by a car.
That’s why he first saw him at the hospital, Yamapi’s shirt has a stain of his blood.
He was the one who take me there?
He stares at him.
And he introduced himself as my lover. Why did he lie to me?
He began thinking.
Was it he’s guilty or… he does like me? Oh Yuya, don’t think such things! You are being fooled! Took advantage!
He messed his hair as he got confused with the situation he got in now.
“Yamashita! Wake up! Yamashita!” he wakes him up as the other groaned as he open his eyes and sees the real Tegoshi Yuya he knew.
This can’t be... why now?
“Yuya, I can explain about-“
“Then, explain!”
“I’m the one, who caused your accident, and you had an amnesia, I know I made a mistake on introduced myself as your lover but, since I am guilty, I did so that I did pay my guilt for that and… I’m serious, on every time I say that I love you. I had these feelings for you for a long time, remember the time… where we two got lost during our camp, you took care of me when I was having a horrible headache back then, please forgive me.” Yamapi explains it, and hoping that the other satisfies with his answers and learn to forgive him.
“About last night?” he asked calmly.
“We’ve done it remember? May I ask you something? What you’ve said last night was true?” he questions the fully recovered guy.
After a few minutes, he just shook his head. He knows how he love the guy next to him but, he used to lie to him, how can he believe him?
“I don’t know, Yamapi! But, I can’t forgive you on lying to me!” Yuya leaves the bed and wore his clothes.
“Fine, since I realized last night that I can’t do this anymore, I guess this is the time that I really set you free. I’m sorry…” he said, the other just nodded and left the house, he remembers the time they spend together, his heart never felt that happy, he really feel loved, everything, those times he got an amnesia. He can’t say goodbye, thinking the word ‘goodbye’ cringed his heart, he made his way home.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Tegoshi came back to his work on the advertising agency a week later, he knew he will see him again, he promised himself that he would just ignore him. He wasn’t ready to face him.
“Welcome back!” his co-worker cried in happiness. He just smiled and just looks around. Yamapi wasn’t around but, one of his co-workers noticed it.
“Yamashita-san’s friend came here earlier and carries his resignation letter. And it was said that he resigned because of his health condition.” He recalls the time about his condition; he used to have a horrible headache and his nausea before. No one knows how worried he was but, he used to ignore it.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
3 months after he left him, he decided to come over to his house and nothing heard any news about him at all, he wanted to call him and talk to him, he somehow missed his voice, laugh, but the phone is no longer in use. He wonders how he is right now, made the way to his house, taking a deep sigh as he pressed the doorbell.
He waited outside the house gate but, his younger sister opens the door.
“Konnichiwa, anou… is Yamapi there?” he asked and it suddenly the young lady changed her expression.
“May I know who you are?” she asked him.
“Tegoshi Yuya.” He replied.
“Okay, niichan wasn’t here anymore but, he left something for you. Wait for me, ne?” she left and went back inside. As the few moments later, she came back with a recorder.
“He left this before. Wait, you haven’t heard anything… do you?”
“Heard… about what?” he questions, being clueless.
“Niichan… he passed away…” she admits, and she continues. “He died due to brain tumor; he got it during your high school days but, he’s getting worse for the past 3 months, until his death. He used to fight it until the time he waits for you to come, but you never did. But, we never blame you for that, we know everything.” She said as she bowed to him. Yuya can’t believe on everything she had said right now. He just bowed to her in return.
“Thank you for making my brother happy even for a short time.” She smiled as she went inside as she closed the gate.
It's too late…
He walked on the way home while holding the recorder he can’t believe that Yamapi passed away without any of his knowledge. He took the key of his apartment as he enters and he’s being hesitant of hearing his voice through the recorder.
He took a deep sigh as he pressed the play button as he waits for Yamapi’s voice.
“Yuya…” he heard Yamapi’s voice, calling his name. His heart skipped a beat, his tears flew down, he missed the man’s voice but, he keeps on listening.
“I know you will hear this, I’m probably dead. Through this, I would say everything I want to tell you. I’m sorry… the other reason I did that… I had a few months left to live. I knew that I have a brain tumor. I really wanted to tell you about my feelings. I’m just scared of your reaction and you will just probably don’t care about it. I’m the one who cause your accident, due to that. Knowing that you have amnesia, I grab the opportunity to pretend as your boyfriend. I’m sorry… that the Yamapi you used to know and hate is a coward and is hopelessly in love with you and desperately in loved back by you.” He heard his sobs, it hurts him.
“I won’t let you know this because, you will just ignore it, or even I heard you cry. That was more painful to me.”
Yuya began to cry more.
I’m sorry.
“I deserve to hate by you, right?”
I never hated you in the first place; I used to like you before you do… I thought you hate me… that was the reason why I pretended that I did the same thing.
“Remember, I gave you the ring, right? That’s the first thing I want to give you before, but I never gave it because I’m such a coward.”
Yuya wore the ring often but he used to keep it most of the time.
“I also want to thank you, for making me happy for the past months we spend together. With that, my wish was fulfilled when you said that night that you love me. I hope you find the right person who deserves to be loved by you. I don’t want that someone make you cry, like I have done.”
I still do but, I don’t think I can’t love someone; you’re the only person I loved, Yamapi. How am I supposed to do that?
“Thanks for being a part of my life, completing my life. Please keep smiling as you do.”
He heard those sobs of him.
“Goodbye…”
Yuya dropped the recorder as he cries more, for being such a fool for realizing how big the chances are are to be with him. But his stupidity prevails.
I’m very sorry, I left you when you need me the most and I didn’t let you know how much I love you.
He closed his eyes.
I would never forget you.
Time change everything… they began to hate each other since childhood, they began to fall with each other yet, they used to believe to their false impressions of hating one another and ends up with regrets.
Tegoshi regrets himself that he didn’t make it on time.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
6 years later
Yuya went to Yamapi’s grave to pray for his soul, alongside with his wife who's carrying their 3 year old son. His wife, understand everything about his past. Even about Yamapi and him, she never felt disgusted about it but, accepts it and understands.
She knew that Yamapi is the only reason that she met this Yuya was really perfect, but she knew that the man loved this guy so much.
This was her first time visiting him.
“Yuya, he’s him, right?” she asked him.
“Yes.” He replied.
They named their son ‘Tomohisa’ as Yuya requested.
“He seems nice, isn’t?”
“Probably.”
She knew that he’s very proud of this guy.
Everything was perfect about them, they had an amazing son like Tomohisa and a happy family like them, Yuya serves her like a queen, and he usually play with his son, teach him to read and write. He was a perfect father. She’s the perfect wife and a mother, she serves Yuya’s everything he wanted, and she’s taking care of their son. She wasn’t done anything bad.
But,
There’s one thing missing…
The perfect husband.
Everybody knew that Yuya was a perfect husband to her.
But, no.
He loves her not as much he loved Yamapi but he tried his best to be one.
She knew that she can never ever replace Yamapi or a Yamashita Tomohisa to a Tegoshi Yuya’s heart.
=Owari=
This fic ends few weeks ago as I wanted to post this one along with my NishiKato fic.
I was planning of thinking making the part where they started to fall. I just wanted your opinion about this one. ^^ As long I got more comments about this, I’ll make it. ^^
Comments are love! <3
“Who are you?” he asked.
I don’t remember anything.
“Yamashita Tomohisa. Do you still remember?” The other replies, and the amnesiac just shook his head and said even him, he didn’t remember anything.
So, he has amnesia.
“Aww! Fuck, how couldn’t you know me? Yuya, it’s me… Yamapi… Your one and only lover, I was there on your accident.” The guy named Yamapi pointed out.
“One and only lover… lover… l-lover!?” the boy named Yuya exclaimed. “W-wait! You and I are… both male. So, you’re saying that I… I am gay?” Yamapi just nodded.
“How am I supposed to believe you? Maybe you are just taking advantage of me!” Yuya’s word cringes Yamapi’s heart, he was right of course, he was just really taking advantage of him.
*Flashback*
“Oh my God, Tegoshi Yuya! Why on earth I’m going to see you, you’re always flirting around! Dammit! Get your own life.” Yelled Yamapi to his ‘childhood enemy’, there’s a point of concern to his voice but, the other didn’t seem to notice it.
“As you said so, ‘get a life’. Stop bothering me.” He rolled his eyes as he picked the phone and talked to the same person whom Yamapi’s accusing that he’s flirting to.
How can I say that I love you if you don’t stop from making me jealous over that person on the line?
Loving him wasn’t his option, and he doesn’t know how he falls for the guy, and what he likes from him to love.
*end of flashback*
He was just taking advantage of the moment. He wanted him so badly, no matter how bad t is. It was true. Even he had to lie. And should be prepared on the moment he reminisces everything, probably the other will hates him more, he want him to realize how madly in love he is to him, that’s why he’s doing this.
“Yamapi…” Yuya calls him. Yamapi loves how he calls his name.
“Yes?”
“I don’t know why but, I am still not convinced.” He confirms. And it makes Yamapi goes impatient.
“What do you want me to do? Kiss you?”
“I have no idea…” he replied. Yamapi took a deep sigh as he leans closer to him for a kiss, a sweet gentle kiss. Their heart beats so fast. It was their first kiss together. It was just good to be true. How Yamapi hopes that Yuya wasn’t an amnesiac, he never had a confidence to say it if he wasn’t but, he never feel guilty as like this, he’s taking advantage of his feelings over the other guy.
Yamapi broke their kiss as the Yuya stares at him in shock as he blushes.
“Are we… doing this always?” he asked him in curiosity as Yamapi stops as he thinks deeply for it.
“Yeah.” As Yuya gotten redder, then he heave a sigh.
“Oh well, I’m convinced.” He smiled wider, it was the first time he receives this kind of smile of him, he always send him evil glares and annoyed looks, it made his heart flatters.
“Thank you.” He mutters.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Few months later of resting and rehabilitation, Yuya is finally discharged of the hospital and through the belief of him and Yamapi are living together. [Since Yamapi is still guilty.] He remembered something, that they were used to fight all the time. Yamapi became more aware if the time comes where Yuya remembered his past.
Yuya is getting bothered about Yamapi’s health, he used to have difficulties on his terrible headaches, he always lose his balance and he used to have an nausea most of the time, he insists him to consult to a doctor but he was being stubborn and he doesn’t want to, he keeps on saying that he was okay, even if he’s not.
He usually had mood swings.
Yet… Yamapi wasn’t ready to open up with Yuya about his condition.
“Yamapi, I told you to go to a doctor, you’re not fine, please.” Pleaded Yuya.
“I told you that this is just a headache.” Insisted Yamapi.
“Please?”
“Stop bragging me! I know that, I’m okay!” he pushed him away as he left the house, calling his friends to meet him at the usual bar where they meet as always.
“Man that was cruel!” Jin, Yamapi’s best friend pats his shoulders said. “You should tell him right away before it’s too late.”
“I don’t know how to admit everything. If I was gone before he remembers anything, I couldn’t forgive myself. I should take my consequence. For lying to him, took advantage of him.” Yamapi explains.
“Pi! Are you that desperate to be loved by him? For goodness sake, think about yourself, your condition is getting worse and you will carry that guilt to your second life.” Interrupts one of his friends, Ryo.
“Ryo-chan, don’t you think what you’ve said is too offensive?” complains Jin.
“No, it’s not. Listen Pi, do what you want to him, finish it, then… admit it! To release that guilt over you, if he hates you, well, it’s too normal if he got mad about it, everyone hates being taking advantage, but your advantage is, you tell everything, your guilt was lessen, we can’t blame him if he hates you, as long if Tegoshi has a feeling over you before or find the forgiveness and understanding within him early as if he realized it before it’s too late.” Ryo point it out.
“Ryo has a point.” Answers Yamapi, finally, his tears flow down.
“I’m not ready to die.” He added as he burst into tears.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Ryo and Jin took him home, as he fell asleep on the way home, as Tegoshi worried too much to his lover. Ryo talks to him that Pi needs him so badly; Tegoshi promised that he would do it, for him, and the 2 left them. He turns to Yamapi who is mumbling. He leans closer to him he touched his cheeks with his hands, as he whispered something to his ears.
“Even I don’t remember anything… I know… inside my heart… I know… I love you, Yamapi.” He slowly leans closer for a kiss. Pouring all his emotions in, for a few seconds later, Yamapi returns his kiss yet more passionate. He took the opportunity, this would be their last time they should be together, and then he will set him free.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
When Yuya opens his eyes, the lover he knew is sleeping besides him, and his mind flashed something he don’t know as his head hurts terribly as he cried for help. He hopes that the other wakes up and helps him but it seems impossible.
He now remembers the time before the accident happened.
Due to some stupidity.
He was arguing with Yamapi, since the other was following him and he cross the street while he yelled at him until he was crashed by a car.
That’s why he first saw him at the hospital, Yamapi’s shirt has a stain of his blood.
He was the one who take me there?
He stares at him.
And he introduced himself as my lover. Why did he lie to me?
He began thinking.
Was it he’s guilty or… he does like me? Oh Yuya, don’t think such things! You are being fooled! Took advantage!
He messed his hair as he got confused with the situation he got in now.
“Yamashita! Wake up! Yamashita!” he wakes him up as the other groaned as he open his eyes and sees the real Tegoshi Yuya he knew.
This can’t be... why now?
“Yuya, I can explain about-“
“Then, explain!”
“I’m the one, who caused your accident, and you had an amnesia, I know I made a mistake on introduced myself as your lover but, since I am guilty, I did so that I did pay my guilt for that and… I’m serious, on every time I say that I love you. I had these feelings for you for a long time, remember the time… where we two got lost during our camp, you took care of me when I was having a horrible headache back then, please forgive me.” Yamapi explains it, and hoping that the other satisfies with his answers and learn to forgive him.
“About last night?” he asked calmly.
“We’ve done it remember? May I ask you something? What you’ve said last night was true?” he questions the fully recovered guy.
After a few minutes, he just shook his head. He knows how he love the guy next to him but, he used to lie to him, how can he believe him?
“I don’t know, Yamapi! But, I can’t forgive you on lying to me!” Yuya leaves the bed and wore his clothes.
“Fine, since I realized last night that I can’t do this anymore, I guess this is the time that I really set you free. I’m sorry…” he said, the other just nodded and left the house, he remembers the time they spend together, his heart never felt that happy, he really feel loved, everything, those times he got an amnesia. He can’t say goodbye, thinking the word ‘goodbye’ cringed his heart, he made his way home.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Tegoshi came back to his work on the advertising agency a week later, he knew he will see him again, he promised himself that he would just ignore him. He wasn’t ready to face him.
“Welcome back!” his co-worker cried in happiness. He just smiled and just looks around. Yamapi wasn’t around but, one of his co-workers noticed it.
“Yamashita-san’s friend came here earlier and carries his resignation letter. And it was said that he resigned because of his health condition.” He recalls the time about his condition; he used to have a horrible headache and his nausea before. No one knows how worried he was but, he used to ignore it.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
3 months after he left him, he decided to come over to his house and nothing heard any news about him at all, he wanted to call him and talk to him, he somehow missed his voice, laugh, but the phone is no longer in use. He wonders how he is right now, made the way to his house, taking a deep sigh as he pressed the doorbell.
He waited outside the house gate but, his younger sister opens the door.
“Konnichiwa, anou… is Yamapi there?” he asked and it suddenly the young lady changed her expression.
“May I know who you are?” she asked him.
“Tegoshi Yuya.” He replied.
“Okay, niichan wasn’t here anymore but, he left something for you. Wait for me, ne?” she left and went back inside. As the few moments later, she came back with a recorder.
“He left this before. Wait, you haven’t heard anything… do you?”
“Heard… about what?” he questions, being clueless.
“Niichan… he passed away…” she admits, and she continues. “He died due to brain tumor; he got it during your high school days but, he’s getting worse for the past 3 months, until his death. He used to fight it until the time he waits for you to come, but you never did. But, we never blame you for that, we know everything.” She said as she bowed to him. Yuya can’t believe on everything she had said right now. He just bowed to her in return.
“Thank you for making my brother happy even for a short time.” She smiled as she went inside as she closed the gate.
It's too late…
He walked on the way home while holding the recorder he can’t believe that Yamapi passed away without any of his knowledge. He took the key of his apartment as he enters and he’s being hesitant of hearing his voice through the recorder.
He took a deep sigh as he pressed the play button as he waits for Yamapi’s voice.
“Yuya…” he heard Yamapi’s voice, calling his name. His heart skipped a beat, his tears flew down, he missed the man’s voice but, he keeps on listening.
“I know you will hear this, I’m probably dead. Through this, I would say everything I want to tell you. I’m sorry… the other reason I did that… I had a few months left to live. I knew that I have a brain tumor. I really wanted to tell you about my feelings. I’m just scared of your reaction and you will just probably don’t care about it. I’m the one who cause your accident, due to that. Knowing that you have amnesia, I grab the opportunity to pretend as your boyfriend. I’m sorry… that the Yamapi you used to know and hate is a coward and is hopelessly in love with you and desperately in loved back by you.” He heard his sobs, it hurts him.
“I won’t let you know this because, you will just ignore it, or even I heard you cry. That was more painful to me.”
Yuya began to cry more.
I’m sorry.
“I deserve to hate by you, right?”
I never hated you in the first place; I used to like you before you do… I thought you hate me… that was the reason why I pretended that I did the same thing.
“Remember, I gave you the ring, right? That’s the first thing I want to give you before, but I never gave it because I’m such a coward.”
Yuya wore the ring often but he used to keep it most of the time.
“I also want to thank you, for making me happy for the past months we spend together. With that, my wish was fulfilled when you said that night that you love me. I hope you find the right person who deserves to be loved by you. I don’t want that someone make you cry, like I have done.”
I still do but, I don’t think I can’t love someone; you’re the only person I loved, Yamapi. How am I supposed to do that?
“Thanks for being a part of my life, completing my life. Please keep smiling as you do.”
He heard those sobs of him.
“Goodbye…”
Yuya dropped the recorder as he cries more, for being such a fool for realizing how big the chances are are to be with him. But his stupidity prevails.
I’m very sorry, I left you when you need me the most and I didn’t let you know how much I love you.
He closed his eyes.
I would never forget you.
Time change everything… they began to hate each other since childhood, they began to fall with each other yet, they used to believe to their false impressions of hating one another and ends up with regrets.
Tegoshi regrets himself that he didn’t make it on time.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
6 years later
Yuya went to Yamapi’s grave to pray for his soul, alongside with his wife who's carrying their 3 year old son. His wife, understand everything about his past. Even about Yamapi and him, she never felt disgusted about it but, accepts it and understands.
She knew that Yamapi is the only reason that she met this Yuya was really perfect, but she knew that the man loved this guy so much.
This was her first time visiting him.
“Yuya, he’s him, right?” she asked him.
“Yes.” He replied.
They named their son ‘Tomohisa’ as Yuya requested.
“He seems nice, isn’t?”
“Probably.”
She knew that he’s very proud of this guy.
Everything was perfect about them, they had an amazing son like Tomohisa and a happy family like them, Yuya serves her like a queen, and he usually play with his son, teach him to read and write. He was a perfect father. She’s the perfect wife and a mother, she serves Yuya’s everything he wanted, and she’s taking care of their son. She wasn’t done anything bad.
But,
There’s one thing missing…
The perfect husband.
Everybody knew that Yuya was a perfect husband to her.
But, no.
He loves her not as much he loved Yamapi but he tried his best to be one.
She knew that she can never ever replace Yamapi or a Yamashita Tomohisa to a Tegoshi Yuya’s heart.
=Owari=
This fic ends few weeks ago as I wanted to post this one along with my NishiKato fic.
I was planning of thinking making the part where they started to fall. I just wanted your opinion about this one. ^^ As long I got more comments about this, I’ll make it. ^^
Comments are love! <3