[Fanfic] Mamoritai : Chapter 2
Shige groaned as he got up from the bed, he felt a pain over his muscles, he was on the other house and he watched the person whom he make-out that night, who is definitely sleeping beside him, the guy who is mean around him, insulted his writings, fashion sense, but this is the person who make his heart beats faster when he’s around, since his junior days, he always admired Ryo, he once said on air:
“Nishikido-kun was great!” he said during Ya-Ya-Yah show. That’s the truth, he liked him back then, he knew that this guy wouldn’t like him, he love someone else, which is their previous co-member, Uchi.
Tears escaped through his eyes, which filled with a temporary happiness (which happened that he done this with him, he’s willing give his first to him), why doesn’t Ryo love him? He’s perfect! Why Ryo doesn’t notice it? Even a bit! He falls for him for a very long time.
He placed his hand on Ryo’s hair and stokes it slowly. Staring at Ryo’s face that is so cute while sleeping peacefully, and the lips that he wanted to feel again.
“…Hiroki…” he muttered. Shige’s tears began to fall too much. He slowly lies down on the bed, as he felt that Ryo wakes up, and leans closer to Shige. The law student was started to pretend that he wasn’t awake yet.
“Kato? Oh my god! I’ve done it with Kato. He will despise me!” he freaked out as Shige let out a sobs.
“K-Kato. You’re… awake…” there’s nothing could Ryo act, Shige will probably hate him.
“Y-yes.”
“I’m so sorry, please don’t be mad at me. I was drunk last night. Forgive me.”
“Nishikido-k-kun…”
“Yes? Something wrong? Is there something hurt? Tell me.”
“Yes. There’s something aching.”
“Where?” Shige took his hand and place it on his chest.
“Here, my heart.”
“Your heart?”
“Yes. My heart is in pain because it’s hard for it to shout out his feelings. The feelings of love of Kato Shigeaki for Nishikido Ryo, but Nishikido-kun loves Uchi-kun, so there’s anything I could do with it. I’m happy that I’ve done this to you as my first. Even if it’s not right. I’m sorry, but, I should go now, maybe Uchi will get home today, I don’t want you to break up because of me.” He began to wear his boxers, pants and his shirt, until he was pulled by Ryo on the bed.
“Will you let me explain?” Shige just nodded.
“Okay, I don’t know what happened last night, but anything happened this now, but I don’t regret it, but since… Uchi and I got together, I don’t know, I began to lay my eyes on you. And about the night I was accidentally stumbling at your apartment, you took care of me, I appreciate that. And those times, I finally realized that thing… the thing that I was in love with someone who is different, and that’s you.” He took a deep sigh gaining more courage to deliver those magical lines.
“I love you Shige.” These words made Shige stunned, he can’t think himself properly, and those words took his voice away, a blush from his face started to form, yet, a smile appeared on Shige’s lips, a real smile and stares at him with his sparkling eyes.
“That makes me happy, ne? But…”
“But, what?”
“Uchi-kun…”
“I get it… I need to talk to him personally.” He leans closer to him and gives him a passionate kiss.
~~~~
It’s been a week since Uchi stayed at Yamapi’s house, after the incident between him and his lover, his bruises slowly healed. And he closed his communications with the other members also, someone might tell Ryo where he is located now, he doesn’t want to ruin Yamapi and Ryo’s friendship because of him. The feelings he had for Ryo was despise, hatred and anger, he wasn’t deserve to be hurt, he haven’t done anything wrong, why does he have to suffer like that, he was completely innocent to Ryo’s accusations, but still, there’s still love remaining after all. And recently, he has weird feelings towards Yamapi, and he doesn’t want to leave this house, he was safe on this house, Yamapi’s here… to protect him from harm, his arms are open wide when he has problems, finally, he was like wanting to live here… forever…
*knocks*
That was Yamapi! He thought as he took off his apron and prepares himself to open the door.
“Yamapi! Okae---“said Uchi as he stopped and saw the person he was avoiding to.
“I was right, ne? You stay at Yamapi. What are you doing here?”
“R-Ryo… he’s the one who can I rely on when we had a fight. W-what are you doing here?”
“Yes, you are running to him, but, you taught him to lie to me! I asked him about you, but he lied to me! How dare you, Uchi?! You made my best friend lied to me! I need to talk to you anyway.”
“N-nani? You’re asking to go home with you?”
“No. I’m here to break up with you.”
“What? Break up with you?”
“Yes. Whether you like it or not… We’re split!” he bluntly said.
“Why? You don’t love me anymore?” tears began to fall through his eyes.
“There’s something remaining… but, I love someone else.”
“W-who is this person you’re talking about?”
“Shige.”
“Shige-kun?”
“Yeah, since we got together, I started to lay my eyes on him, and last night, I didn’t know that something happened last night between us. And I love him. So, I’m sorry about what I’ve done before. And I hope you’re happy, I won’t hurt you anymore. I hope that you will be happy with Yamapi… jaa.” He smirked and left the house leaving the startled Uchi, on the front door. He closed the door and collapses himself on the couch and began to cry his heart out in pain.
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Yamapi went home bought some clothes for Uchi’s usage while he stays at his apartment. He took his key on his apartment and opens the door, without making Uchi disturbed.
“Tadaima!” said Yamashita while took off his shoes and put it up on the shoe rack. And he heard that Uchi is crying out loud.
“Uchi… doushite? Why are you crying?” confronted Yamapi.
“R-Ryo… went here… to break up with me…” he sobbed.
“He has Shige now… I wanted to hate him, but, I can’t… I can’t…” Yamapi doesn’t know anything to comfort him, he pulled Uchi into a tight embrace. Letting him to cry on him.
It hurts for me, to see you crying over him.
“Yamapi…”
“Yes?”
“Make me forget… Nishikido…”
“Eh?”
“Please do… anything… anything that makes me forget Nishikido…”
“Like what?”
“Kiss me…” these words find Yamapi that he was in a dream, which was his dream, to kiss him, and now, it was urging him to kiss him and tell him how much he love him, he slowly touch his hand gently, and whispers to his ears:
“I want you to forget him, its painful for me to see you like that… I just wanted you to know, that I… I love you… please give me a chance to prove it to you, how much I love you.” And yet, he slowly lands his lips to the younger guy’s.
I won’t let you go, Hiroki… I promise...
*End*
Whew~ another chapter~~~ and I’m currently started a new fic. An AU fic… I dunno I like AU stories and something… XDD
I was inspired by Ya-Ya-Yah show, where Shige told Ryo-chan that he was great! NishiKato exist since 2003!!!
Yes. It was NishiKato! I was planning it to be Kusano... KusaShige was my OTP before NishiKato... Well, NishiKato pwns!!! Once I typed Kusano, I feel guilty....
Doushite???????????? (konna kimochi (kimochi) narun darou?) <<< That was a song “Kimi o Mita toki”. It’s a Tagalog and Japanese song. And was written by a Filipino band NEOtaku, who belong a J-Rock band in our country, and they usually perform during anime events or ongaku society convention. I love them.
I hope you guys like this chapter…
This chapter was dedicated to laftkeichan. ILU Pam-chan! You inspired me to write this chapter, until the next chapter. And there was a lot of UchiPi.
Please bear with me, ne?
Comments are love~
“Nishikido-kun was great!” he said during Ya-Ya-Yah show. That’s the truth, he liked him back then, he knew that this guy wouldn’t like him, he love someone else, which is their previous co-member, Uchi.
Tears escaped through his eyes, which filled with a temporary happiness (which happened that he done this with him, he’s willing give his first to him), why doesn’t Ryo love him? He’s perfect! Why Ryo doesn’t notice it? Even a bit! He falls for him for a very long time.
He placed his hand on Ryo’s hair and stokes it slowly. Staring at Ryo’s face that is so cute while sleeping peacefully, and the lips that he wanted to feel again.
“…Hiroki…” he muttered. Shige’s tears began to fall too much. He slowly lies down on the bed, as he felt that Ryo wakes up, and leans closer to Shige. The law student was started to pretend that he wasn’t awake yet.
“Kato? Oh my god! I’ve done it with Kato. He will despise me!” he freaked out as Shige let out a sobs.
“K-Kato. You’re… awake…” there’s nothing could Ryo act, Shige will probably hate him.
“Y-yes.”
“I’m so sorry, please don’t be mad at me. I was drunk last night. Forgive me.”
“Nishikido-k-kun…”
“Yes? Something wrong? Is there something hurt? Tell me.”
“Yes. There’s something aching.”
“Where?” Shige took his hand and place it on his chest.
“Here, my heart.”
“Your heart?”
“Yes. My heart is in pain because it’s hard for it to shout out his feelings. The feelings of love of Kato Shigeaki for Nishikido Ryo, but Nishikido-kun loves Uchi-kun, so there’s anything I could do with it. I’m happy that I’ve done this to you as my first. Even if it’s not right. I’m sorry, but, I should go now, maybe Uchi will get home today, I don’t want you to break up because of me.” He began to wear his boxers, pants and his shirt, until he was pulled by Ryo on the bed.
“Will you let me explain?” Shige just nodded.
“Okay, I don’t know what happened last night, but anything happened this now, but I don’t regret it, but since… Uchi and I got together, I don’t know, I began to lay my eyes on you. And about the night I was accidentally stumbling at your apartment, you took care of me, I appreciate that. And those times, I finally realized that thing… the thing that I was in love with someone who is different, and that’s you.” He took a deep sigh gaining more courage to deliver those magical lines.
“I love you Shige.” These words made Shige stunned, he can’t think himself properly, and those words took his voice away, a blush from his face started to form, yet, a smile appeared on Shige’s lips, a real smile and stares at him with his sparkling eyes.
“That makes me happy, ne? But…”
“But, what?”
“Uchi-kun…”
“I get it… I need to talk to him personally.” He leans closer to him and gives him a passionate kiss.
~~~~
It’s been a week since Uchi stayed at Yamapi’s house, after the incident between him and his lover, his bruises slowly healed. And he closed his communications with the other members also, someone might tell Ryo where he is located now, he doesn’t want to ruin Yamapi and Ryo’s friendship because of him. The feelings he had for Ryo was despise, hatred and anger, he wasn’t deserve to be hurt, he haven’t done anything wrong, why does he have to suffer like that, he was completely innocent to Ryo’s accusations, but still, there’s still love remaining after all. And recently, he has weird feelings towards Yamapi, and he doesn’t want to leave this house, he was safe on this house, Yamapi’s here… to protect him from harm, his arms are open wide when he has problems, finally, he was like wanting to live here… forever…
*knocks*
That was Yamapi! He thought as he took off his apron and prepares himself to open the door.
“Yamapi! Okae---“said Uchi as he stopped and saw the person he was avoiding to.
“I was right, ne? You stay at Yamapi. What are you doing here?”
“R-Ryo… he’s the one who can I rely on when we had a fight. W-what are you doing here?”
“Yes, you are running to him, but, you taught him to lie to me! I asked him about you, but he lied to me! How dare you, Uchi?! You made my best friend lied to me! I need to talk to you anyway.”
“N-nani? You’re asking to go home with you?”
“No. I’m here to break up with you.”
“What? Break up with you?”
“Yes. Whether you like it or not… We’re split!” he bluntly said.
“Why? You don’t love me anymore?” tears began to fall through his eyes.
“There’s something remaining… but, I love someone else.”
“W-who is this person you’re talking about?”
“Shige.”
“Shige-kun?”
“Yeah, since we got together, I started to lay my eyes on him, and last night, I didn’t know that something happened last night between us. And I love him. So, I’m sorry about what I’ve done before. And I hope you’re happy, I won’t hurt you anymore. I hope that you will be happy with Yamapi… jaa.” He smirked and left the house leaving the startled Uchi, on the front door. He closed the door and collapses himself on the couch and began to cry his heart out in pain.
~~~~
Yamapi went home bought some clothes for Uchi’s usage while he stays at his apartment. He took his key on his apartment and opens the door, without making Uchi disturbed.
“Tadaima!” said Yamashita while took off his shoes and put it up on the shoe rack. And he heard that Uchi is crying out loud.
“Uchi… doushite? Why are you crying?” confronted Yamapi.
“R-Ryo… went here… to break up with me…” he sobbed.
“He has Shige now… I wanted to hate him, but, I can’t… I can’t…” Yamapi doesn’t know anything to comfort him, he pulled Uchi into a tight embrace. Letting him to cry on him.
It hurts for me, to see you crying over him.
“Yamapi…”
“Yes?”
“Make me forget… Nishikido…”
“Eh?”
“Please do… anything… anything that makes me forget Nishikido…”
“Like what?”
“Kiss me…” these words find Yamapi that he was in a dream, which was his dream, to kiss him, and now, it was urging him to kiss him and tell him how much he love him, he slowly touch his hand gently, and whispers to his ears:
“I want you to forget him, its painful for me to see you like that… I just wanted you to know, that I… I love you… please give me a chance to prove it to you, how much I love you.” And yet, he slowly lands his lips to the younger guy’s.
I won’t let you go, Hiroki… I promise...
*End*
Whew~ another chapter~~~ and I’m currently started a new fic. An AU fic… I dunno I like AU stories and something… XDD
I was inspired by Ya-Ya-Yah show, where Shige told Ryo-chan that he was great! NishiKato exist since 2003!!!
Yes. It was NishiKato! I was planning it to be Kusano... KusaShige was my OTP before NishiKato... Well, NishiKato pwns!!! Once I typed Kusano, I feel guilty....
Doushite???????????? (konna kimochi (kimochi) narun darou?) <<< That was a song “Kimi o Mita toki”. It’s a Tagalog and Japanese song. And was written by a Filipino band NEOtaku, who belong a J-Rock band in our country, and they usually perform during anime events or ongaku society convention. I love them.
I hope you guys like this chapter…
This chapter was dedicated to laftkeichan. ILU Pam-chan! You inspired me to write this chapter, until the next chapter. And there was a lot of UchiPi.
Please bear with me, ne?
Comments are love~